Back during the 1980's and 1990's I read a lot of Self Help Psychology that was to at least some degree based on
actual research in Psychology.
I agree with the general idea that the difference between High Expectations compared / contrasted to a Low Perception of Reality can = anger?
By 1990 I was angry with Messiah Yeshua - Jesus in spite of the fact that I had been
somewhat obsessively studying the Jewish and Christian Bible since 1972 or 1973!
My anger was based on my idea that Messiah Yeshua - Jesus truly was greater than King Solomon but......
I saw pretty serious cognitive dissonance in the idea of "many called / few chosen/ a broad way leading to destruction and many there be who go in thereat vs.......
a narrow way that leads to life and few who find it"........ and.......... some sort of really scary higher invisible dimension of space - time that is so scary......
that taking out an axe and chopping off our right hand... .might just be logical..........
or even gouging out our right eye for getting us into lust over somebody's wife????????
So...... since I had been fasting on Yom Kippur since the late 1970's...... I submitted something of a Thesis to Messiah Yeshua - Jesus based on my idea......
that perhaps whoever "Azazel" of Leviticus 16:10 was........
this Azazel might be willing to play the role of a modern General Abner or Apostle Paul type of person........
and divide the kingdom of Satan....
and cause it to fall........
I made an offer to Messiah Yeshua - Jesus and to the Ancient of Days the Heavenly Father......
for me to come back into any point in time from the time of the creation of Adam and Eve.... until that time in 1990.....
an infinite number of times.......
and I live out my life and try to bring more and more and more and more and more fallen souls to the Ancient of Days the Father.....
and to Messiah Yeshua - Jesus..........
So in a sense.. I was placing a bet, proposed investment, wager, offer, bid..... . call it whatever you wish.........
on... whatever was meant by the "debt / guilt of Azazel" as implied by or hinted at in Leviticus 16:10.....
in the original Hebrew and the RSV gave me at least a good idea of the pronunciation of that name so......................
in a sense.... I was postulating a potentially heretical interpretation on Yom Kippur that to my thinking..... was built metaphorically on top of......
Messiah Yeshua - Jesus having fully and totally fulfilled Passover....................
so seven months go by....... time passes..... and voila..... a Yom Kippur event.....................
in a sense... I almost attempted to rival Bruce F. MacDonald Ph. D. for "guilt"............
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