Well, I'm sorry to hear all that. I hope you get better
As to your position in Trump, let's just start with one matter (we can get on to the rest of your content later)...
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and backing of a mass savage barbarian invasion bringing in mass crimes and criminal terrorism to America, ever known in American history."
Now, while Trump and his ilk have certainly made these claims about immigrants, even going so far as to claim "they're eating the dogs, they're eating the cats!", there is zero evidence that the immigrant population is any worse than he non-inmigrant when it comes to crime. In fact it is the opposite: immigrants are more law-abiding than the non-inmgrant population.
Yes, there are going to be examples of immigrants who have raped, murdered, stolen etc. And, hey, why not focus on those so as to tar the rest with the same brush. There's a word for that. Well, several, actually. Bigoted. Stupid. Naive. Gullible. To give just four.
A study co-led by Northwestern University economist Elisa Jácome provides the first historical comparison of incarceration rates of immigrants to U.S.-born citizens.<br />
news.northwestern.edu
Research by Stanford’s Ran Abramitzky and co-authors uncovers the most extensive evidence to date that immigrants are less likely to be imprisoned than U.S.-born individuals.
siepr.stanford.edu
Have a read. Open your eyes.There are many more such reports out there.
Look, there are arguments for and against high levels of immigration, but simply lying about them and believing the lies others tell you that fit the worldview you want to hold, is only going to keep you in the dark as to reality.