EmptyForceOfChi, I'm sorry to inform you of this, but, there are no Gods.
That's just the simple fact of things.
There's no Zeus, no Allah, no Xenu, no Puff the Magic Dragon, no Harry Potter. Nothing.
Now get this, because there are no Gods, blatant Religious Bigotry is not necessary. It's counterproductive, hateful and harmful. IMO that hate is not worth you "feeling" you "know" what's going on and that God is talking to you. I'm sorry to have to break it down to you, but you are a nobody, God does not talk to you, you're no more special than anyone else. Pretending there is a God and It talks to you to feel good about your self is, IMO, pathetic. Surrounding yourself with a pretend family of diluted dilweeds is ever more pathetic.
So, you're either mentally losing the plot, have serious social issues, or are just one of those ultra-needy individuals who need to be surrounded by a big "family" of hundreds of people - you only just met a year or so ago.
Yup, one big happy "family".
Classic.
Manson would have loved a little toy like you, that's for sure.
Unlike your "family" I'm breaking it down nice and real for you. That's probably a little too much reality, so, go off and continue cultivate your Religious Bigotry and be happy with your sense of Religious Supremacy - if and when this innocent Christian MOTHER is Murdered by members of your delusional cult - try and remember she was a better human than you'll ever be. She took a stand and told Religious Bigotry to go f*ck itself and it's Prophet all the way to Hell. Yup, all alone, knowing her three innocent children and husband will probably also be murdered by a bunch of inbred hillbilly psychopathic religious bigots - she stood up to be counted.
So, off you go to your "family" of hundred who you just met but gee golly in 1 month I have 500... hell, 1000 new members of my "family". Change your name of Abdul-la dil-weed and get on with it.
NOTE: I don't take nicely to Bigotry. A HUMAN touching water while pouring it is NOT the same as SPITTING in a cup. Do you got that? F*CKING dillweed. It's people like you that make this world a shit hole. If there were a God, It'd no more talk to you than talk to a turd. One last time: A HUMAN BEING touching water is NOT the same as SPITTING in a cup and asking someone to drink the spit. Jesus. What the hell are you being taught to think over there in your "family". I truly hope you don't teach you daughter to think like that because it's sick and pisses me and pretty much the rest of humanity right the F off. It's no different than the way White Bigots treated Blacks and it's SICK.
Now, face reality, check yourself into a hospital and have your head examined - do something productive and real with your life and stop wasting it pretending God is talking to you.
The Hardness of your heart is very solid, not only have you gone way beyond a neutral agnostic viewpoint. You are openly "preaching" That god !00% Does not exist.
blessings
May peace be upon you, and a personal prayer, By the most High YHWH I Rebuke Shaytan, Asmodeus, Beezlebub and All Jinn Associated in the missleading of this person to the ways of darkness. May The Angels Be sent to your house that should be free of dogs and images of idols upon recieving this.