The problem is that it is you who don't understand particle physics. You probably just know a lot of things
because you have read about them, just like you read about Heisenberg's exchange-force theory, and then
you kept repeating what you had read in a copy and paste style. The problem is that it is not enough to know or read about a lot of things, you should also understand them. Understanding is not the same as knowing. One thing I am sure of, you don't know where to get understanding, you only know where to get knowledge.