your reason for existing in life?

This is a reaccuring theme I see everywhere doesn't matter if you are single or in a relationship many people will always feel alone even if they have many admirers...I know a contradiction, that ugly truth most of us wont admit just try and pretend its not true "emotionally unavailable"
 
Yeah I know but I want to love these individuals often they are sweet and kind I even feel like I dont deserve thier affection but its not like am not great myself...
Sounds like your a bit conflicted. Maybe you just dont click with certain people, were all animals after all, instinct, nature. Our system just doesnt bond with certain individuals, you dont have to like everyone? I mean isnt that the beauty of it sometimes? That these people earn your respect? Or you earn theirs? I think thats were the more 'real' relationships tend to grow
 
Sounds like your a bit conflicted. Maybe you just dont click with certain people, were all animals after all, instinct, nature. Our system just doesnt bond with certain individuals, you dont have to like everyone? I mean isnt that the beauty of it sometimes? That these people earn your respect? Or you earn theirs? I think thats were the more 'real' relationships tend to grow
Do you understand emotional unavailability?
 
Sorry by the time i typed out my reply earlier the page hadnt refreshed your explanation on emotional unavailability. Yeh i understand what you mean
yeah but to feel that way emotionally unavailable it sucks...and its not fair to others but its not a feeling thats magically goes away depending on the events that made you feel that way...
 
momentum I guess
apart from that some short time goals medium term goals and long time goals.
 
Well, in my case, my father seduced my mother back before there were birth control pills, etc. but later married her (in next few months) so I'm no bastard.
Can you say the same?
 
not sure how many yeays my awareness existed, probably a lifetime. for my material self, existed since the big bang, just as everyone else have. when i get bored i go online and see if theres anything interesting(like right now)
 
... for my material self, existed since the big bang, just as everyone else have. ...
Well according to well accepted current theory, no mater existed until well after the BB. It was too much energy in too small a space. Then after some more expansion the energy density got low enough for quarks to begin to exist. With more cooling they formed neutrons and protons (and one electron for each to conserve charge neutrality). Mater, mainly hydrogen and a small fraction of helium came still later. Then very much later some local concntrations of this early mater gravitationally attracted more and big stars began to form, heating by gravitational compress to eventually get hot enough in their centers to begin the release of fusion energy and the helium fraction of the universe started to increase - etc. for planets but only after some big stars had gone thru many stages of new fusion process and exploded - releasing at least elements up to iron's atomic number.
 
Sane as anyone else. To make my parent's lives a living hell because their infatuation created me. But it's ok, because I gave them no grandkids to return the favor. It all balances to zero, just like John Forbes Nash's beautiful mind calculated. What more could anyone ask for? You'll never get anything but that result, you understand? If you do, or if you think you do, you're doing it wrong. RIP, Nash. You broke even.
 
Life has it's ups and downs and sometimes you have to improvise to make things smooth flowing again.


The reason i live is to keep consistently healthy and happy which can be a trial and tribulation at times.
 
no one asked me if I want to exist and if they did ask me, I do not remember it. But since I do exist, I will give life just like I was given life.
 
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