Nice sidestep. "Bitter and rejected?" Do you mean excluded, avoided, and unsafe?
Is it fun...honestly?
Sometimes I forget that people like you just hate me no matter what. It's a shame, on you. You don't know me. Maybe you have a fantasyversion of who you think I should be? And become angry resentful when I fail to live up to that image?
To me, yes, writing, painting, filming, acting, filmediting, making music, editing music, styling my hair, putting on make-up, dressing up, dressing down, acting like a child, acting like I'm one step away from the grave, yes yes yes, that is so much fun!!!
You changed bitter and rejected to excluded, avoided and unsafe, is that how you see yourself? Why?
( sorry for hijacking the thread with this off-topic discussion, you can either let it be and see it as another eclectic expression of creativity or delete or remove).