Psychosis ~What is it?

Ok.. So Enough of that.. I am Curious brent.. and well anyone, what you guys thought about the magnetite in the Hippocampus area of the brain being found in not only Emigrational animals, but humans as well.. AND if Any one thinks This magnetic energy and other Metals might play a role in "Psychosis"... I also want to say that when I run For president Of the United States, I want all your Votes, because An INSANE Woman Could Do A MUCH better Job Then Bush can.. Which Reminds me, while I am at it, What is UP with him? He tells us that the "Arab nation" harbors all these evil terrorists, then he freaks on the Nation when we tell the Arab Nation We don't want them in our Ports... HELLO? I mean God.. and "I'm" insane? What gives?..
 
maybe... Some times though, I Could do with out all the Insane shit that goes on.. and If I can't Control it in the Real world, and I can't control it in the sleeping world, then What gives? not to Bitch about it.. but.. half the crap that I end up "Dealing with" 50% of it is just dealing with it so I can Cope on a "normal" Level... Doh!
It isn't even how I veiw things most of the time....... Then theres Ducking at Objects that arent there, and running into ones that ARE there... and playing it all off like I am clumsy because It beats the truth... I know that every one "fakes" things.. And I know that every one has a problem one kind or another.. but.. when I actualy started to Talk about what I was experiencing.. I found out it Wasn't normal at all.. and I felt foolish..
 
lol I back spaced and that was My last post.. HAHAHAA thats funny... Note to Self: Don't Back space on Sciforums...
 
That is called self improvement. Even insane people like us r up for being humiliated and feeling like shit, even if we're ruined, we still have our inner integrity left shining......

There are things we have to do. MetaKron denys that.
 
Nice talkin with ya php. I think we've posted enough a already.... Trust me, I could go on. If we had messengers or something that'd be awesome.
 
true, Ha.
........ I kind of spaced the topic there...
............. But.. any how... So IM really thinking about this Whole Magnetic Hoo Ha in the Cranium.. It's Buggin me because there was this report issued about how in the passed the Earth experienced Different pole shifting.. Infact the sun itself retrogrades every 11 year... so I starting think.. "Hey.. If THe poles Are shifting, and we have this Magnetite in our heads, I would bet It would Screw up Our thinking Process in the beginning of a retrograde.. Sooooo .. Me Fink's Thars a bit Mor To vis Whole Psychotic Fing Den Meets Da Eye"... I like the idea of an "evolution".. you should read about the "INDIGO CHILDREN" Google search it, it's very interesting.. any how.. They were going on and on about how kids with ADD are the next evolution etc... and that was interesting... but Just didn't give me enough.. But when I read the study on the Magnetic field of the Earth, and the Crap in our Brains I wondered, well maybe that is why some people are more Sensitive to it then other people... So What IS Psychosis trying to Warn us about? or What can it tell us about our selves.. AND If Most of the Population of the US Experiences Psychosis at least once.. then we aren't the minority..... Which makes us "Normal".. I mean, Normal is only what MOST people do.. and soo.. any how. I might have an aneurism if I don't stop thinking soo much HAhahaa
 
The first time a mother hits a child it starts. If the child is lucky it gets no worse than that. If he is unlucky, like me, it escalates. First it's hitting that may or may not be justifiable, that warns a child about appropriate boundaries of behavior.

It can rapidly escalate if the mother does not take into account that it is normal for a child to test boundaries, to make mistakes, or to just simply not understand what is required of him. If the mother sees violence as the cure for all undesired behaviors, and does not see what is wrong with that philosophy, then she sees the child's lack of a proper response as something wrong with him that she can beat out of him. She finds herself beating him for every little transgression against her "rules", and if she isn't beating him, she is tearing him down psychologically. She has almost entirely cut out nurturing, and will only do it if it is at no cost to her. She even develops a pathological fear of doing anything that might nurture her child's development.

There are people who express contempt for those who cannot raise themselves properly without the loving support of at least one good parent. What's the word for these people? That's, right, they are idiots. A child who is less than five years old has to be given something to be able to grow and develop at all well.

Once a child has been treated to this, he can't believe in his mother or any other authority figure. Then when he gets into school, those who believe that they are authority figures see that he has problems with authority. So what do they do? They milk it to the max. He is their toy, their punching bag, their example of why their ability to manipulate and destroy is so desparately needed. He is pretty easy to manipulate into bad situations for various reasons. The chief reason, though, is because he is five, six, seven years old or so and it is absolutely normal for someone that age to be that easy to manipulate. This is true even without the fact that the manipulators can use pain and the threat of death to reinforce their manipulation.

Part of the manipulation is to magnify that child's faults in the eyes of others. A child who actually stabs one of his classmates with a knife is not considered dangerous if no one takes notice of it. Another child who wants a bully to leave him alone can be considered dangerous if he simply raises his voice and a so-called teacher decides that indicates that he might be violent.

The stages of disbelief start with the mother slapping a child in the face for some reason that might be justifiable. That takes a little bit of the possibility of belief away. Beating the child until he hyperventilates then keeping him in that state for a long, long time, taking him through a near-death experience and total loss of coherent brain function, erasing his sense of reality for an indeterminate period of time, then explaining to him what that was all about in a hysterical screaming voice while shaking him, that makes it really difficult to have any idea what the hell is going on, let alone understand what he's being told. It could erase belief, except that the experience is so far out of reality all this does is make the child feel as if his mother is a deadly threat to his existence.

Then of course there is the eventual revelation, if the child lives long enough, that the offenses for which the child is beaten are trivial or even non-existent. That's not just erosion, that's a portion of the foundation that has collapsed and taken a room with it. She just "felt like it" and that means it's right. Now it's the entire east wall. The child cannot know what thing she is going to "stop", or take away, or just how far he will be torn down at any time for any reason, and he's too young to even understand that it's PMS, not that it helps anyway because knowing that it's PMS doesn't stop her from doing it.

The schoolteachers pick up on the child's vulnerability and sense of rejection and exploit it to the fullest. When the child realizes that they are exploiting him for their emotional satisfaction, well, he realizes it. If he says anything about it he is subjected to some ruthless violence that his mother won't do anything about, she'll just tell him not to be "smart." She will blame him for the violence they do against him.

There can be no sense of reality when this goes on. At best the child has a secret self who steals moments of self-hood from his surroundings wherever he can find them, while knowing that if he is caught the adults will ruthlessly stamp that out. These activities can be as innocent as reading science fiction.
 
Meta :) Im sooooo going to totaly respond to your post in a second.. But I want to know Somn... Do YOU have any kids your self?
 
Meta Meta Bo Bata Banana Fanana Mo ............. Alright screw it...
So I was Looking up your Problem here.. Because I lack much of anything else to do :) and... Man You Poor Dude... This Site Explained YOU to a "T".... check this out:
Child abuse survivors have many things to live through. Not only do we have to survive the initial abuse, but we also have to endure the lasting effects. These effects can range anywhere from just some bad feelings occasionally to complete insanity. Most survivors have effects in the in between range. Many survivors of all types of abuse have bad dreams, fears of objects or places or situations that other people don't have. We as child abuse survivors also have left over survivor techniques which will become more and more apparent as we grow older. They also grow more and more unnecessary................... Hhmm.. Sounds like some one we know in here :) Any way heres the web site.. Maybe it will help you find people who are going through the same things you are? http://www.geocities.com/WestHollywood/1769/survivor.html
 
nah, seccond to last post on page 26... i honestly am going insane. I don't know what to do. I can't just calm down. So i'm reading mr egotistical crap buddhism book, and trying to figure out how to just live in the moment.... it is like living all over again. I am a ruined person. Destinend for nothing.
 
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