I can remember all 3 phantasies we have when we were younger.
You grip the knife in your left hand (IT'S MINE!) then the knife is in your right hand, walking toward your Father (GOING TO HIM).
Then, you leap through the air (UP!) and turn the blade 45° and stab him through the heart.
2. In reality you turn your BACK on him, WALK IN the room, then in the phantasy you RUN up to your Mother (on the LEFT side of the bed, looking out from the headboard), make love to her, and she flashes her breasts to you when you look DOWN. She is wearing a yellow brazier with little blue polka dots (the opposite to the night sky): God called her stupid.
Everything in phantasies are WRONG: what you should NOT DO.
You grip the knife in your left hand (IT'S MINE!) then the knife is in your right hand, walking toward your Father (GOING TO HIM).
Then, you leap through the air (UP!) and turn the blade 45° and stab him through the heart.
2. In reality you turn your BACK on him, WALK IN the room, then in the phantasy you RUN up to your Mother (on the LEFT side of the bed, looking out from the headboard), make love to her, and she flashes her breasts to you when you look DOWN. She is wearing a yellow brazier with little blue polka dots (the opposite to the night sky): God called her stupid.
Everything in phantasies are WRONG: what you should NOT DO.