RainbowSingularity
Valued Senior Member
i watched a guy the other day
& i think he is addicted to steroids
i think he is emotionally addicted to the behaviour cycle
where he has got a physical effect
now his emotional internal issues which go unsolved
play out as the desire for the drug effects
but because he needs to remove himself he is seeking detachment inside attachment
normalization of socialization outside cognitive perception of abuse
but he has normalised that as his social circle
& appears to be drawing in drama when it was supposed to be free of drama
now he appears to be stuck inside his social circle that he was supposed to be removing himself from drama with, to be addicted to steroids and not controlling the amount of drama that he engages with..
all the while probably living in the closet
[people can be soo complicated i feel for the guy(not sexually he doesn't spin my wheels)]
im around 70% sure i watched him engaging in a drug hand off but i didnt stop to watch any actual activity.
i decided i didnt care because its none of my business
im interested in the psychology of addiction
he appeared to be addicted to the paradigm of the power associations while needing to detach
possibly underlying un treated depression with gay possibly a bit bi living partially in the closet
to my main point
steroid addiction
your thoughts ?
have you been addicted to steroids ?
side line question : does it create massive fluid retention ?
your honest non deliberately abusive thoughts & comments on the subject appreciated
& i think he is addicted to steroids
i think he is emotionally addicted to the behaviour cycle
where he has got a physical effect
now his emotional internal issues which go unsolved
play out as the desire for the drug effects
but because he needs to remove himself he is seeking detachment inside attachment
normalization of socialization outside cognitive perception of abuse
but he has normalised that as his social circle
& appears to be drawing in drama when it was supposed to be free of drama
now he appears to be stuck inside his social circle that he was supposed to be removing himself from drama with, to be addicted to steroids and not controlling the amount of drama that he engages with..
all the while probably living in the closet
[people can be soo complicated i feel for the guy(not sexually he doesn't spin my wheels)]
im around 70% sure i watched him engaging in a drug hand off but i didnt stop to watch any actual activity.
i decided i didnt care because its none of my business
im interested in the psychology of addiction
he appeared to be addicted to the paradigm of the power associations while needing to detach
possibly underlying un treated depression with gay possibly a bit bi living partially in the closet
to my main point
steroid addiction
your thoughts ?
have you been addicted to steroids ?
side line question : does it create massive fluid retention ?
your honest non deliberately abusive thoughts & comments on the subject appreciated
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