you must protect yourself with distance.
be mindful of it.
"running away" is not as important as understanding places where it is too dangerous to go.
i am aware of media reports of autistic people being murdered by animalistic type of people because they hang around looking to please and are victimised.
or they do not move away when approached by violent people.
i have noted about 3 homicides in the last 5 or soo years in my city.
i am not trying to frighten you. as you say you are the one who has lived through it.
learning is the tool to become safer.. no different to learning to drive a car. often the way in which something is taught can make a vast difference to how you can then align the nature of the data to process and formulate it to become something you may work with. like learning to use a cell phone or computer.
there are people who specialise in this type of teaching. however they are often considered fringe intellectuals or fringe organisations.
they specialise in teaching alternative models of learning. i have spent some years chatting with one of them so know first hand of the nature of their scope and function.
though... their time tends to be taken up by a majority of 10 year old children where the biggest gap in school work is first created and soo the biggest immediate need with lots of funding to pay the costs.

there is light out there, some of which may help light a very cool path for you. keep asserting yourself in a positive manner in your learning about the subject and be picky about whom you emotionally interact with.