You did this several years ago, and then came back with a new screen name. It didn't accomplish anything. You still have the same problems stemming from the same incredibly bad attitude. You're just older now so it's starting to bother you. Your attitude is so outrageous that it's hard to take you seriously. "darksidZz" seems like a fictional character you invented for a computer game. It's hard to understand how anyone who does the things you report, wants the things you ask about, and has the hangups you display, could survive in the real world for as long as you have. How old are you now anyway, about thirty going on fifteen? I still rememeber your little fantasy about sneaking off to Hawaii, as if it's still the way it was in the 1960s, a place where a person can drop out and hide, without starving to death or ending up in jail. There's nothing wrong with "the people in your life." What you need to change is you!