edit: do not read this post. Start at page 4 or 5 preferably the post from invert nexus; should you read the other pages you'll hate it. It gets interesting from there, for the ... most part. the last one failed,my responsibility to the thread immitated my personality to suit. however this thread in it i intend to figure out what personality is again once again through myself, though this time hopefully to figure out about individuality as is "norm" I seem to have a problem. I constant read books right now i'm reading buddha books. Buddhism with an Attitude is what i'm eating right now. And so, I would like to say that I think people when seeing me read may say, oh, cool, he's tryin to read and he's reading something good for himself. The opposite almost holds true... I don't seem to have care for other people. I have care for them yes, just trying to say what is wrong with me. I don't seem to be able to read the book with intent at full practice, more as a way to get out of internal practice Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! I suppose what i'm trying to describe may be something of interest to say the very least, of most maybe a lot of people even. I don't like the idea of it, and think i'm insane, but as I said in this thread i'm going to take the responsibility. So, what makes a person normal? If we define normal as in bounds with society so to say, is able to withold relationships and conversations and have a job, mixing with other people and such and not acting bizare appears as to what is normal for society. First things first: Normal people have feature where they are able to be emotional and supported in their fea-spec to care for others. Why is this so? Why am I different? By this it appears that personality (or is it just me) is something deep. In this thread i'm hoping to come and understand what personality is by my situation, in relation with other, people.