I'm saying you don't seem to have a coherent, understandable idea about God. So you do know what God is? Or only lots of things that it isn't? You're incoherent. There's no content to your belief, as far as I can tell, so nothing to make a choice about. What I wanted you to do was to try to articulate your own belief. Maybe this is the first time that somebody has asked you to do that, and you're suddenly finding that you don't actually know what you believe, yourself. Don't worry about me. I'm confident that I'm at least coherent in my beliefs.