Hey, if a wierd little girl like me can find someone to see eye to eye with so can you. Learn to love yourself first. Get to know yourself really well. Don't be afraid to set the mark high. The more idealistic the better. And then stand alone and reside yourself. That's when miracles happen.
Ya know, one would think that the desire for celibacy would have been bred out of the human race by now...
The poroblem is I do not know who I am to start with......so I can not love someone I do not know....add to this mysery....I have no mark at all let alone high mark........of course with no idealistic thoughts.....and here I am alone....just as you predicted.....standing....obviously . :worship:
There is no sacrifice in giving yourself entirely to someone who gives themself entirely to you with the best and most loving intent and honesty. Its a brave thing to do, but ironically so. We're so covered in lies and fear. But I'm here to tell you right now that taking a stand for something right and pure and wonderful, even to the point of idealism means something. It changes things. It matters. It makes miracles happen. I know that.
Happy miracles Lori_7.......Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! . I will have my miracles with Lori_8 or Lori_9......so I keep counting all Loris..Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! .
I went through something that forced me to dig deep inside myself and find and see and learn to love who I am. It was like a crash course in me after 30 some years of not understanding what I was capable of. It was hard, and I bitched like a motherfucker. It hurt. But it was extremely liberating and now I feel really strong and safe and confident. Its awesome. I'm really grateful now. I hope the same for you.
