Six o’clock. Seven floors up, an unfinished building. No windows of course, just the fainting sound of pins and some eloquent hammering. Once in a while. The sun is not setting, but is a melting drop of water, a kind aquarelle. He is looking towards the orange, yellow, blue, highway. The highway is also fading close to the sun. Spurious smog, dement noises and his uncommented stare. Heavenly moment now, a petulant butterfly stands on his shoulder. Oh no, her yesterday heart, is lost in the modern breeze of disillusions. Her hair spread all over and the silence of doubt. Nothing but his voice, hardly soft. His words, like everything she got to discover in life, cold victory cheers: come on now, jump, dear, you can do it. Never afraid was she. Usually bored, nonetheless. But this butterfly, damn. This butterfly is swinging in the air, and listens to my song. storni 03/26/03
glowing embers hollow eyes dark black cloud a million flies a million lies a million died only one stands and looks on with pride at a day spent and a night earned and a million less who never learned
Hey Bates, don't stay up past you're bedtime. ;-) Untitled From The Heart I've lost myself inside of you, there's nothing that I wouldn't do to find myself inside of you again. I'm searching for it everyday; the thing that all of my friends say I'll never see in this world again. And [chorus] you are what I always wanted, you who live your life undaunted. You and only you I'm searching for, and I have never felt so pure as when I felt inside of your... but that small touch has left me wanting more. [/chorus] And every tear I shed for you brings me ever closer to the feelings that I've been running from. But these tears I'm drowning in are making my heart's walls grow thin and I fear that heart is going numb. With your love I'd stand so tall, break down every single wall thats keeping me from being beside you. But without it theres nothing I can do because I fear I'm lost inside of you. And [chorus][/chorus] With you beside me I'm complete. Another you I'll never meet. And though you don't agree, you're beautiful. And I will never lie to you, and promises I'll keep for you. You and you and you and only you. And I'd give up all that I hold true just to find myself inside of you. Because [chorus][/chorus] more and more and more and more and more. The beauty that you disposess and the way that you undress, shy and eager lying next to me, your intelligence and childish charm and your fear to bring harm are all the things that help to set me free. And one day I'll ask on bended knee if you'd deign to maybe marry me. If first you'd just go out with me we'd test the ground and we'd see if one and one could be three and if my love is what you're searching for. Tell me have I ever left you wanting more? Has this love reached down and touched your... core? Will these words spark romance or will they be some sad r'embrance of what I left behind when I grow old? Will I cry when this story's told? Tears of joy or of regret? Will this tale be over yet, when the doctor's say I'm dead? Will there be a plot that's read that tells of all the pain I've felt and the cards that I've been dealt? Or will they just say another lover died. Off to hell where surely he'll be fried. All because his true love was denied, and because he cried and cried and cried, up until the day that he did die... because [chorus][/chorus] more and more and more and more and more.
Hey I just got back from nowhere dodgin' bullets all the way left my mem'ry kind of fuzzy so there isn't much to say Train headin' eastbound west is where I am It seems my only way across this desert sand Yeah the past was just a dream of somethin' I don't even know And it haunts me just to think that all my visions got to show Things that happened to me then still happenin' to me now Blindly movin' forward with no idea how So believe me to be truthful when all you have is lies Hear the laughter of our children cathchin' bullets on the fly You know where you can find me if you ever lose your way Because between us there's a million cards just waiting to be played
I got my phd, got my name changed to Seuss Like the Greek god of thunder But my nickname is moose As society's plunder gets your screws to turn loose Nobody will care if your head's in a noose
Improvised A window, a glass curtain for the dreams of the forgotten Truths behold a promise of pain begotten. A whisper, a soundless murmur, the silent prayer of the solemn. Saintly innocence on the toungs of the last children.
The Burning of Poetry As my thoughts rise from their ashes The mem'ry of them passes Alone they wander into a choice between two doors And so they try to make it, or else just simply fake it Though no-one can mistake it for what it was before
Blame this on the cannabis sativa:m: - - - hole in a lost dreamscape leads to wonderland chasing the rabbit who's chasing the wind and die with me just to live again we're alone on these seas of whiskey and gin and the sails hang dead while the alcohol ripples lean over the side catch a ride on a bubble float away from this place and back through the hole back to the dreamscape and back to the old
Bite me Master Bates. I once knew who I was, but I didn't like him much. I was a little whining cunt who spoke of fairness and such. But I don't know who I is anymore. We haven't talked in quite some time. And though I didn't like I at all back then, I'll give I this, he once knew how to rhyme.
Purple Cone Flower Six cups of coffee and a carton of smokes Any song that you want , any song that I know Got my fingernail grown Playin a few chords And sharin' a mickey with my little bro Now my friends are all vampires I have no thirst for blood But my good friend 'ol Ahab is smokin' a blunt There's nothing much up here So don't you come down The last thing we need is you back in town I'm as close as I dare be to your fiery flame Echinacea and whisky kinda both taste the same
Angelus, Get a girlfriend, get an apartment, GET A LIFE!Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Get laid, it's good for the soul. My Little Malkav I stand forgotten I die but no one cares I lie forgotten I cry but no one hears My soul is gone My sanity joins it My hunger's growing and only I know it They dance oblivious So young to die so soon They search for darkness Knowing not what hunts by moon They pray who are my prey They cry but no one hears They lie in my arms They die and only I care
Hey Angelus, Enough quarelling and quibbling between us. Let's kiss and make up. We'll just agree to dissagree. Let's just smoke up!:m: Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Emotion-less My heart is racing I can't think strait Empty and broken When I'm lost and alone Dreaming of fears, Asleep in my tears. Alone with desperation Confused without a care Walking motionless Racing slowly along Carelessly out out of stride, Vacant of pride. Hopelessly awake Crying while asleep Awake in my dreams Sleeping through life Pacing in my solitude, Feeling of no mood. Lost in a dream Watching myself A puppet on a string A marionet with no master Cut with no stain, Blood with no pain.
choose your poison everyone dies choose your method a word to the wise tears in heaven because heaven's a lie make the right choice while there's still time to cry choose your poison you're already dead go out with a bang aim the bang at your head forsake your false saviour and all that you've read because too little's been done while too much has been said FREE KEVORKIANPlease Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Garden of eden When i look at you, i think of summer Buttercup meadows and sweet cherry blossom. When i'm next to you i think of a starlit night The gentle breeze, warm firelight. I sit all day and think of you Dreams of flowers, the sky so blue The calmest oceans and rainbows high While i watch the clouds float slowly by. All this beauty is so true In my garden of Eden i share with you. To my wife, Evelyn.
