Thread: A Poem Thread

  1. #221

    Blackness, chaos, nothing but my mind.
    Lonely, forever, living outside time.
    Touch it, feel it, I reach out my hand.
    Drifting, forever, slowly grains of sand.
    Speachless, surrender, slowly close my fist.
    Awaken, remember, I had slit my wrist.
    Fistful, of sand, stained a dreadful red.
    Look round, up, down, am I finally dead?
    Winged, angels, hover all around.
    Voices, empty, and I hear no sound.
    Is this, heaven? Or is it my last dream?
    I've learned, in my life, nothing's as it seems.
    Angel's call, and I fall, their screaming out my name.
    Devils, and dead souls, are crying out the same.
    They all say, oh dear God, where is it you have been?
    Shameful, I turn away, I try to hide my sin.
    Handfulful, of red sand, clutched inside my fist.
    Black scar, shows my pain, etched into my wrist.

  2. #222
    All Around Darkness Gathers,
    Fading is the sun that shone;
    We must speak of other matters;
    You can be me when i'm gone

    Flowers gathered in the evening,
    Afternoon they blossom on;
    Still are withered by the evening;
    You can be me when i'm gone

  3. #223
    Applesauce, bitch... Mephura's Avatar
    I see some good stuff here. It would seem we have some true poets in our midsts. If anyone would care to do battle in a more 'classical' enviroment, you would be more than welcome.

    Thanks for the time. Now to contribute (and please be gentle, Its off the top of my head):

    Storm-ridden winds ride in on high,
    Playing in a sunless sky,
    And though the appointed time draws nigh,
    I stand alone, unburdened.

    While others cry out and run in fear,
    Or cling to those that they hold dear,
    I stand alone with no one near,
    I stand alone, unburdened.

    While babes wail at mothers' brest.
    And mankind shieds another test,
    I wait for eternal rest,
    I stand alone, unburdened.

    And when the final darkness 's done,
    Will I have been the only one
    not to 've knelt and prayed for sun:
    My soul alone, unburdened?

  4. #224
    Registered Senior Member
    Intro: 2Pac

    Hey DeVante
    Nigga, don'tcha know we're gonna sow up every bitch in the country
    Me and you, up in the same motherfuckin room
    On the same level
    This shit here, hahahaha
    Please, no more pain
    That's right nigga
    Hey drop that shit boy

    Verse One: 2Pac

    My adversaries cry like hoes fully eradicate my foes
    My lyrics explode on contact, gamin you hoes
    Who else but Mama's only son, fuck the phony niggaz I'm the one
    Say my name, watch bitches come, now fire
    when ready, stay watchin now figuure, increase speed
    Make you motherfuckers bleed from your mouth quickeeeer
    Plus all these niggaz that you run with, be on some dumb shit
    Trick on the hoes, I ain't the one bitch
    Holla my name and witness game official, it's so sick
    Have every single bitch that came witchu, on my dick
    Plus this alcohol increases the chance to be deceased
    I'm movin you stupid bitches, vicious telekenesis
    Am I reachin your brain? Nigga how can I explain?
    How vicious this Thug motherfucker came
    When I die, I wanna be a livin legend, say my name
    Affiliated with this motherfuckin game, with no more pain

    Chorus: (interpretation of Method Man's "Bring the Pain")

    I came to bring the pain, hardcore to the brain
    Let's go inside my astral plane (no more pain *variations*)

    (repeat 4X)

    Verse Two: 2Pac

    Line up my adversaries, blast on sight, and fuck your boyfriend
    Bitch, I want some ass tonight, you know my steelo
    Alize and Cristal, weed sure you heard of all the
    freaky shit they say about me, huh
    Plus all you busters is jealous, pull your gun out and blast
    I dare you niggaz to open fire, I'll murder that ass
    And disappear before the cops come runnin, my glock's spittin rounds
    niggaz fallin down clutchin they stomach
    It's Westside, Death Row, Thug niggaz on the rise
    Busters shot me five times, real niggaz don't die
    Can ya hear me? Laced with this game, I know you fear me
    Spit the secret to war, so cowards fear me
    My only fear of death is reincarnation
    Heart of a solider with a brain to teach your whole nation
    And feelin no more pain

    Chorus 4X

    Verse Three: 2Pac

    Bury me that's what they all say, it's time to make a killin
    Sure to make a million with DeVante
    Bitch I know you want me, what your mouth say? Now, watch your eeeyyes
    You don't wanna get with me, that's a liiie
    I got my hands on your hips, no time to bullshit
    Freaky bitch, come give me kiss
    Tell them niggaz from other areas, brothers from here
    So obsessed with this money makin it ain't nothin we fear
    Now they label me a troublemaker, cause I'm a ridaaaah
    Death to you playa haters, don't let me find yaaaa
    Mama made me rugged, baptised the public
    Now you hard thugs, nigga don't you love it
    It's similar to multiple gunshots, retaliation is a must
    Wasn't too sure what you facin so watch the guns bust
    You niggaz'll bleed, fuckin with me you'll be deceased
    Never restin in peace nigga, with no more pain

    Chorus 8X

    [Tupac talking over the chorus]
    Hahahahaha, yeah nigga, yeah! Hahahaha
    No more pain
    It's just like that nigga, like that yeah
    No more pain
    Motherfuckers can't handle that shit
    Much too much for these bitches
    No more pain
    Feel me nigga? Feel me?
    How you figure you can fuck with me?
    Fully automatic type shit
    No more pain
    Coward ass niggaz, cowards
    Come put your mouth on this pistol nigga
    Come put your mouth on the pistol, no more pain
    Close your eyes nigga, do it
    Die in the dark, no more pain

    Death Row, so what you motherfuckers do?
    Hey that's DeVante droppin that beat like that BEYATCH
    In case you wonderin
    And jealous niggaz, hahaha, see y'all niggaz
    Motherfuckin niggaz are shit

    (chorus being whispered in the background)
    Westsiiiiiide! Death to everybody that ain't down with me
    That's on, feel me? Hahaha
    Oh yeah, to the cowards, you know what I mean
    Just feel that, Thug Life, shit don't stop
    Motherfuckers got Downs Syndrome, motherfuckers
    Weak ass niggaz, skanless cunts, fuckin C.E..O.'s
    Put your mouth on this pistol nigga
    Put your mouth on the pistol!
    Hahahaha, yeah nigga no more pain
    Prison ain't changed me nigga, it made me worse
    Feel me nigga, haha
    No more pain
    Hey DeVante I'm givin these motherfuckers choices
    Niggaz can roll with us, or they can be rolled under us
    That's on you nigga, what you wanna do?
    Last year we was lettin these niggaz kick up dust
    This year you motherfuckers gonna be dust
    Thug Life nigga Westsiiiiide!

  5. #225
    Registered Senior Member
    Today is filled with anger
    fueled with hidden hate
    scared of being outcast
    afraid of common fate
    Today is built on tragedies
    which no one wants 2 face
    nightmares 2 humanities
    and morally disgraced
    Tonight is filled with rage
    violence in the air
    children bred with ruthlessness
    because no one at home cares
    Tonight I lay my head down
    but the pressure never stops
    knawing at my sanity
    content when I am dropped
    But 2morrow I c change
    a chance 2 build a new
    Built on spirit intent of Heart
    and ideals
    based on truth
    and tomorrow I wake with second wind
    and strong because of pride
    2 know I fought with all my heart 2 keep my
    dream alive

    When your hero falls from grace
    All Fairy tales R uncovered
    Myths exposed and pain magnified
    The greatest pain discovered
    U Taught me 2 be strong
    But I'm confused 2 C U so weak
    U Said never 2 give Up
    And it hurts 2 C U welcome defeat
    When ure Hero falls so do the stars
    And so does the perception of tomorrow
    Without my hero there is only
    Me alone 2 deal with my sorrow
    Your heart ceases 2 work
    And your soul is not happy at all
    What R U expected 2 do
    When ure only Hero falls...
    Last edited by R.A. Pharrell; 06-17-03 at 02:36 PM.

  6. #226
    Registered Senior Member
    This world I live high
    im the smoke, comin out the mouth
    reachin for the sky
    I have no form in heart and soul
    I look at the world with blurry eyes
    to hide the hidden pains I despise
    I see everything more clearly
    in the perspective of the end
    to the beginning of this life
    in this world I stay high
    Nothing can touch me
    No one knows me, im a shadow
    army fatigues always ready for battle
    pockets full of ammo.
    Im like the mist u can pass thru
    cool to the touch, comfort and soft like tissue
    or blinding, got you lost, watch ur last step
    you wont see the abyss ahead of u.
    In this world I stay high
    releasing my pains to the earth and the sky
    to be refined
    with tears of sorrow, so ethereal
    it becomes purified
    coming back to me with feelings so real
    I might die happy or live with a smile
    and a cry.
    In this life I stay high
    got me opening up
    thinking of no gain or profit, or guns to bust
    just wanting peace thinking of doing something fun
    got me relaxing with feet up
    not wanting trouble, most of all not worrying about
    cops to run from
    In this world I stay high
    I see myself from the 3rd perspect.
    am I doing this to get away from the stress?
    nah , dont ask why
    if I wasnt nothing would change
    except the pains turned realer, I wont escape
    makes my fate turned harder like a fist 2 the face
    DAMN! twisted thought of why of being high?
    the world and the pains of life
    I guess when I die, I'll stay high

    Sometimes when I'm alone I Cry,
    Cause I am on my own.
    The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
    They flow with life but take no form
    I Cry because my heart is torn.
    I find it difficult to carry on.
    If I had an ear to confiding,
    I would cry among my treasured friends,
    but who do you know that stops that long,
    to help another carry on.
    The world moves fast and it would rather pass us by.
    Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
    so painful and sad.
    And sometimes...
    I Cry
    and no one cares about why.
    Last edited by R.A. Pharrell; 06-18-03 at 10:45 AM.

  7. #227
    Registered Senior Member
    Eye, Exist in the Depths of Solitude
    Pondering my true goal
    Trying 2 find peace of mind
    And still preserve my soul
    Constantly yearning 2 be accepted
    And from all receive respect
    Never comprimising tho sometimes risky
    And that is my only regret
    A young heart with an old soul
    How can there be Peace
    How can eye be in the depths of Solitude
    When there R 2 inside of me
    This Duo within me causes
    The perfect oppurtunity
    2 learn and live twice as fast
    As those who accept simplicity

    There are things we cant explain
    So we usually tend to ignore
    The unpleasant side to the human race
    Like poverty and war
    Its deja vu when i cry
    When i see you i realize it even more
    I know your heart like i know mine
    Because ive seen your soul before
    I recognize your tear drops
    And the clouds inside your head
    I related to your sorrow
    And every word you said
    The creator to so many things
    We never realize what for
    Now i know why i met you
    Because ive seen your soul before
    The space between your heart and your mind
    Is sometimes called the soul
    The personification to you morals
    And your emotional control
    Stronger than the human spirit
    The human soul you cant ignore
    Faster than your thoughts
    Because ive seen your soul before.

  8. #228
    Registered Senior Member
    Ruthless faces
    Rock hard from life situations cases
    Maskin smiley faces
    Just to be safe from unwanted chances
    Countless masked faces for countless situations
    Adapting to changes, changing for chances
    Reasons for livin shameless
    Tru or fake, does anyone care
    as long as you feelin accepted
    losing integrity to be respected
    Shining heart & smiley faces
    Dim the lights, turned hard rock faces
    with cold spirits, ambitions turned too serious
    Ruthless mindset, regretful actions
    Due to misfortunes, thru countless situations
    A heart of gold, such a pure souls
    Acting so careless and cold
    just to be safe from this world our own home
    So predatory , death , struggle , pain
    1 last teardrop, now r u ready for the rain?
    Cant escape got to protect myself
    Lord forgive me
    I want to be so tru to myself and especially you
    Want to be complete, intergrate heart and mind
    plus my soul, all 3 combined
    But 2 create conflict, seeing from
    2 different eyes
    the last an arbiter never askin why
    Right & wrong? As long as I survive
    Afraid of death? nah, afraid to die
    for your judgement and guilotine eyes
    Loookin from the end, full of regret
    In my many faces always changing, I've lost myself
    Runnin in circles chasin feelin's
    in this predatory place we live in
    Full of unconscious deception
    reincarnation, just to find myself
    know my soul & its origin
    Always seemed on kneees
    shackled with chains of wicked deeds
    lost unsure beliefs and strife for lively needs
    Within a world with many lies and deceit
    Struggles got me wonderin if there'll ever be peace
    Pain and gain has me blind
    Black holes suckin in light, takin warmth
    left emtpy and cold
    Status depends on the baddest shit u can afford
    & to them hell is livin poor
    But with nothin to lose, its easier to let go
    A chance of solitude, no complex needs
    hearing my truest self, with silent words
    not understanding digging deep
    unlock the doors
    Life is a dream, but I was never asleep
    Lookin thru stainy glass windows....
    Realization of the purest peace
    Clean it up live life at ease
    Eternal beauty, hold on tight...
    dont let go

  9. #229
    Registered Senior Member
    Misplaced hatred, got my actions
    turned basic
    This bitch always testin me, trying me
    why u so unsure so insecure when u see me?
    Dont say hi
    am i that intimidating got u scared
    maskin it with expressionless stares
    im takin it as a challenging dare, muthafucka
    Actin like u hard, u lil soft pop tart
    this aint no game, you bluffin, tryin to gamble
    I'll take it to the next level
    you better have a good hand
    cuz next we meet im pullin your cards
    Test me?!
    the tables gon' turned, next I see u I'll greet you with
    wat up bitch as my reply, snatch you off ur fuckin bike
    You dont know what u facin so i'll be the first to bust
    your lips, eyes swollen shut, make u cry
    run to ur momma, u gonna be all red lookin burnt
    Turnin up the furnace thru visions of you gettin hurt
    Pop tart, this isnt a joke, serious you really going to get hurt
    Lil bitch ass fucka you got me ready for action
    Not even worth a fight over nothing
    I guess respect over satisfaction, in this situation
    You and your friend, lookin like a fat black version
    of Steven Speilburg, better watch your step
    Dont let me catch you slip, if u do u gon' eat concrete
    I'm in D.O.A. Mode, not givin a fuck
    Punk kiddy kid bullshit, got me losin my patience and tolerence
    Thats when your going to be straight outta luck
    thru such viscious violence to u , u made me ruthless
    I aint got no grudge, i'll be taken by the moment
    when you get bum rushed.
    U think you better than me?
    you think u fine and cute or some shit?
    lil pop tart lil pretty boy, cake ass bitch you gonna bleed.
    You aint my equal , your not even on my
    U see me, but thats all it'll be, Im the one going to do the touchin
    I'll make you famous, you'll be on TV, news channel 13, b4 night fallin for sure
    Supressed rage turned unleashed pure fury, rippin you a new asshole, asshole
    and for what??
    You made it this way, dont play dumb
    When I'm the first to bomb
    Lord forgive me, contemplating
    Blowing on embers, becoming fire in form
    Someone help me let it all go, before I explode on that hoe
    I'll be the first to bomb
    venting anger thru quick words made of mind
    but in due time, I'll be the first to bomb

    Well.... damn I feel much better now.... but im still going to cross that threshold change the game from contempt to pure hatred when I take the next step.... sigh, its not like i want to do this, is this some test? a test of spirit? I know the bitch is tryin me, and he dont even know me. We're 2 complete strangers livin in the same hood, wtf is his prob dawg. this boys ego seems to be in danger when im around. Is it my confident ways, my handsome face... hah my way with casual grace, maybe jealous he aint me? or is this something more serious and if it aint... it will be soon, if he keeps acting ignorant, whats wrong with kids today man shit, why they try to act so hard....heh hard recognizes hard i suppose, but that muthafucka weak he fake atleast im nice and shit and try to be cool. God I hate this shit... how come stuff like this always happens to me... serious. I have many enemies and most of them I dont even know in person heh. When this shit escalates, i know this going to whirl up the nest. Retaliation is a must now a days just so you wont lose face.... muthafuck respect, turnin adversity to ambition but people be in my way. I've let him slide many times, let him kick up dust cuz thats all he doing but he going to be dust, bitch better kick rocks or some shit cuz im gettin pissed. I cant escape! and if I do, knuckle scars, stitched up wounds brings back memories i wish i can erase. Im not even old but i feel old as hell, life seems like a prison with no jail cells, constant fights supressed emotions just so I wont look weak, im the one thats truly defeating myself along with everyone else, cant be tru, tho im a man of my word. Dying gots to be easy cuz life is hard, leaving physical and emotional scars. But lord pls take me, i want to be in peace, no more pain be at ease. Is this a big joke? I pray and get no replies, just left with sadness livin torn wasted lives. Incarceration in reincarnation, when i go i dont want to come back, am I weak to turn the other cheek? I dont think so cuz doin so causes more pain than goin on what the road i was planning to take. Gettin ridiculed, by friends you know for backing down thinking im scared not realizing taking it all is alot harder than being dragged in to my foes level... sigh im losin my tolerance for such bullshit, pls lord let me be a man and turn the other cheek, help me feel secure that I wasnt scared of defeat.... sigh... im a crystal clear lake, pure fresh water of soul turned forzen cold thru time, all the live fishes my spirits dead thru cold, im hard as a rock protection from invadaders but the mud is settling on the top....blocking my view from the light need to thaw out to wash the dew away purify myself but in what way? need to bring the fishes back to life maybe they'll create warmth. the world so cold it affects my essence im the lake so deep in depth.
    Last edited by R.A. Pharrell; 06-19-03 at 06:07 PM.

  10. #230
    Registered Senior Member
    Verse one [tupac]
    So many battlefields scars ,While driving in plush cars
    'Cause life as a rap star ,Is nothing without God
    Was born rough and rugged ,Addressing the mad public
    My attitude was "fuck it" ,'Cause motherfuckers love it
    To be a soldier
    Must maintain composure at ease
    Though life is complicated ,Only what you make it to be (uh)
    And my ambitions as a rider ,Catch her while she's hot and horny
    Go up inside her
    Then I spit some game in her ear ,Go to the tele, hoe
    Equipped with money and a Benz ,'Cause bitch, I'm barely broke
    I'm smoking bomb ass weed feeling crucial
    From player to player ,The game's tight, The feeling's mutual
    From hustling them friends ,To breaking motherfuckers to paying
    I've got no time for these bitches ,Cuz these hoes tried to play us
    I'm on a meal ticket ,Mission ,Wanting me
    So I'm wishing ,Competition got me rich
    On that bullshit they're stressing
    I'ma ride, though ,Clown hoes like it's mandatory
    No guts, no glory
    My nigga
    Bitch got the game distorted
    Now it's on and it's on because I said so
    Couldn't trust a bitch in the business
    So I've got with Death Row
    Now these money hungry bitches getting suspicious
    Started plottin' and planning on schemes
    To come and twist us
    But thug niggas be on point and game tight
    Me, RA and bulldogs ,Rapped up the same night
    Got problems? Then handle it
    Motherfuckers see me ,These niggas is jealous
    'Cause deep in their hearts ,They wanna be me
    Yeah, now you got me right beside you
    Hoping you're listening ,I catch you're paying attention
    To my ambitions as a rider
    It was my only wish to rise
    Above these jealous, coward, motherfuckers I despise
    When it's time to ride ,I was the first off this side
    Give me the .9
    I'm ready to die right here tonight , And motherfuck their life
    That's what they're screaming, As they drill me
    But I'm hard to kill ,So open fire
    That's how you kill me ,Witness my steel
    Spitting at adversaries ,Envious and after me
    I'd rather die before they catch me
    Watch me bleed ,Mama corrected me
    I'm suicidal ,Thinking thoughts
    I'm innocent ,There be bullets flying when in court
    Fuck doing jail time ,Better day
    Sacrifice ,Won't get a chance to do me
    Like they did my nigga, Ty
    Thugging for life ,And if you're right
    Then nigga die for it ,Let them other brothers try
    At least you tried for it ,When it's time to die
    Be a man ,Pick the way to leave
    Fuck peace and the police
    My ambitions as a rider
    My murderous lyrics
    Equipped with spirits of those thugs
    Them phonies
    Pay off the block ,Evade the cops
    'Cause I know they're coming for me
    I've been hesitant to re-appear
    Been away for years
    Now I'm back, My adversaries been reduced to tears
    Question my methods , Just wrecking these
    Sure as them bitches bleed
    Niggas is feeling the fire ,My mother's corrupted seed
    Blast me ,But they didn't finish
    Didn't diminish
    My powers
    So now I'm back to be a motherfucking menace
    They're cowards ,That's why they tried to set me up
    Had bitch ass niggas on my team
    So indeed ,They wet me up
    But I'm back reincarnated
    At the time I caught the perfect way that God made it
    Laced with lyrics that's legendary
    Musical mercenary ,For money
    I had these motherfuckers buried
    I've been getting much mail in jail
    Niggas telling me to kill it
    Knowing when I get out
    They're gonna feel it ,Witness the realest
    A who rider ,When I put the shit inside
    They'll cry
    From all your people when they find him
    Just remind him
    My history will prove up in it
    Revenge on them niggas that played me
    And all tha cowards that was down with it
    Now it's your nigga right beside you
    Hoping you're listenin and catch you paying attention
    To my ambitions as a rider

    Verse 2 [RA Pharrell]

    ha ha ha ha ha
    RA Pharrell about to spit the rap in your ears as well
    Lyrical flows, explode like shotty buckshot shells, in your dome
    Beastial Makavellian "ambitious ridah" beats shakin my very bones
    Crucial rappin, cant hear my rythmn so read this in slow mo
    Personal nothin, as Im spittin out my quotes
    Radical freestylin from the mind givin no second thoughts
    Am I on the right course? Is what I ask myself
    But ofcourse is the answer cant be nothin else
    RA a battlefield czar, rollin in plush cars
    Livin life got me turned hard, leavin eternal scars
    Adapting in so far, is nothing without cause
    Grown up so rugged, enemies kicken buckets
    To the world I say fuck it, now free will dont u love it ? heh
    To be a soldier, must maintain my holster got me at ease
    Your life turned complicated, mess wid me is wat i make it to be
    Thru ambitious intentions I'm a riiidaah
    To my foes gothcha watchin out stayin at home, dont see me kreepin up beside yaah
    Spit some threats in ur ears give me the money hoe
    Pistol whip, equip ur money to add for my re-up dope sells, cuz bitch im barely broke. hahahah
    Fuck a 9 to 5 I'm cuttin these phonies down to size
    RA I know they despise, right before they eyes they see me rise
    floatin on cash flows, cant help myself I'm on a roll, now watch me grow
    These bitches now lookin like little gnomes, I step on them hoes cuz i know they want mines, schemin speakin lies, now its time to die, feelin no remorse heh
    Im a walkin menace, dont trust strangers isnt that what they tell us
    If life is a test, then I know I failed, payin bail in & outta jail
    Cant excel, tho learnin devious arts to get away is how im takin my lessons
    stuck ruthless growin fangs from viscious elixers transformin
    Im a theif keep ur girl close, hit it once now shes a hoe
    So sprung she callin me King Kong hahaha
    Like Pac say M.O.B
    Money Over Bitches, also applies to me
    hahahaha shits real, livin shameless
    We cant escape it, the whole world is fuct up look at all this weak faces.
    Struggle for gain, just to live life, muthafucka its a greedy world full of pleasure connected with pain.
    Shits tastless, bustin guns with no emotions, maybe when u come back shit changes. heh
    Dont act like we friends if u know me from a past life
    I aint ur homie in this world we live the fast life.
    In reality men in nature are use to wicked deeds
    only doin right out of necessity, and is there peace?
    I dont think so thats probably why I speak like this so
    Fuck peace and the police there aint no stoppin mee.
    The only peace we can have is the peace in our minds
    the peace in our hearts, but most of all the piece in my waist line
    cuz shits real, no peace cuz I got enemies, use my piece, stop they lungs cant breathe, they deceased, now i got peace hahahahha
    Wicked thoughts got me a mark for the cops
    Lookin over my shoulders, aint never gonna stop
    Paranoid as hell, but O well they'll have trouble gettin me caught
    But if i catch another case
    Lord knows how they hate me, they got a player in the court room, please don't let them frame me
    I've been dealt a lot of bad cards
    Living as a thug, count my blessings
    Don't stress in this land with no love
    Maybe if they see me rolling, look at all this green I'm holding
    I guess that's why they envious & get their eye swollen
    Hoping the heavenly father love a hustler
    Be the hardest nigga on earth to ever bust a nut
    My homies tell me have a heart, fuck they feelin's
    From births start, I've been plannin to make a million
    We cold hearted
    Niggas in masks that'll blast at the task force
    Empty out my clip, time to mash, they asked for it
    They talk a lot of nonsense I choose to ignore
    A war? They ain't ready for it
    Rule 1
    Remain ruthless, tho not to be hated
    in crucial situations dont be at all faceless
    Cuz the massess will be disgraced, now u a target thru contempt
    Probly gonna get assassinated, cuz of cowardice laced with wayz of incompetence.
    Studying the secrets to war, waitin for an apprentice to teach
    someone worthy to tell cuz this is hardball, to many snakes watchout for deciet, and too many faces welcome defeat
    but I aint tryin to preach
    So I proceed with the onslought, aint no secret
    they all marks, we attack like a pack of sharks
    relentless viscious wishes makin u dinner fuck a meal ticket
    While, RA Pharrell a born leader 10 millimeter
    Changing niggaz futures like a schizophrenic palm reader
    Heed from out the bible I read
    See the meek shall inherit the earth
    and the strong will lead
    Hittin' weed like it alright
    I'll be in the studio making music all night
    My enemies cry whenever I rise
    They hated 'till death, try to beat me out my last breath
    I wont change and maybe in death all bad decisions ive met
    I might regret

    I wont deny it
    Im a straight ridah
    u dont wanna fuck wid me
    got the police bustin at me
    but they cant do nothin to a G
    got bitches down on they knees
    money being smoked up like weed
    nothin in this world scares me
    straight up tru O.G
    Makin dreams come tru thru the streets
    M.O.B. is straight mandatory
    I wont deny it
    Im a straight ridah

    Got my piece, u want peace? ha ha
    Last edited by R.A. Pharrell; 06-20-03 at 02:38 PM.

  11. #231
    Registered Senior Member
    Let me stick you with this
    Lets see can you feel...
    I grab my pen caressin' empty pages
    I grab my pen caressin' empty pages
    Makin' love creatin' money makin' phrases
    Let me mold you into what I dreamed you would be
    Let the world see your beauty and associate it with me
    When I'm poor and broke down,
    Lookin' bummy with no money
    I can feel you in my soul
    Close my eyes and let you take control
    I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
    I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
    Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
    Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
    When I'm alone,
    You comfort me and soothe my head,
    When we get down, we don't need no hotel room or bed
    Give me head, suck my brain, and watch it shoot out lyrics
    Into your ears, makin' you pregnant with my own spirit
    If you take a look inside my mind
    Within' you'll find my baby
    Love so high, I'm blessed by God
    I pray that'll you'll always stay
    My first love
    My first love
    I could feel you
    I love the way you give it to me
    I can you feel you, I love the way you give it to me
    Make me feel like a king, and I won't give your love away
    Make me feel like a king, and I won't give your love away
    Sacrifice, so no one can run away with you
    Give my life, cause all I want to do is be with you
    Some don't think, a nigga like me should speak freely
    Tell you tricks how I feel
    With my original poetry
    See, when I didn't have shit, on the street
    Tryin' to hit a lick
    Didn't nobody try to give me shit
    I worked for it and got jerked for it
    Got hurt for it
    Still in the mix, these tricks never knew I could last long
    Come strong
    And make a nigga pick me up like a ringin' telephone
    I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
    I grab my pen, caressin' empty pages,
    Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
    Makin' love, creatin' money makin' phrases,
    When I'm alone
    Yuo comfort me and soothe my head
    When we get down, we don't need no hotel room or bed
    Give me head, suck my brain, and watch it shoot out lyrics
    Into your ears, makin' you pregnant with EightBall's spirit
    If you take a look inside my mind
    Within' you'll find my baby
    Love so high, I'm blessed by God
    I pray that'll you'll always stay
    My first love
    My first love
    If you take a look inside my mind
    Within' you'll find my baby
    Love so high, I'm blessed by God
    I pray that'll you'll always stay
    My first love
    My first love


  12. #232
    Registered Senior Member
    Angels seem to meet confusion by war.
    Both sides praying for protection,
    yet someone always gets hurt.
    Someone dies.
    Someone cries so deep
    they lose their watery state.
    Angels must be confused by war.
    Who can they help?Who can they clarify?
    Whose mercy do they cast to the merciless?
    No modest scream can be heard.
    No stainless pain can be felt.
    All is clear to angels except in war.
    When I awoke to this truth
    it was from a dream I had last night.
    I saw two angels conversing in a field
    of children's spirits rising like silver smoke so clear.
    The angels were fighting among themselves
    about which side was right and which was wrong
    they couldnt tell.
    Who started the conflict?
    Suddenly, the angels stilled themselves
    like a stalled pendulum,
    and they shed their compassion
    to the rising smoke
    of souls who bore the watermark of war.
    They turned to me with those eyes
    from God's library, and all the pieces fallen
    were raised in unison, coupled like the breath
    of flames in a holy furnace eternally burnin'.
    Nothing in war comes to destruction,
    but the illusion of separateness.
    I heard this spoken so clearly I could only
    write it down like a forged signature.
    I remember the compassion,
    mountainous, proportioned for the universe
    forever lastin'.
    I think a tiny fleck still sticks to me
    like gossamer threads from a spider's web.
    And now, when I think of war,
    I flick these threads to the entire universe,
    hoping they stick on others
    as they did me.
    Knitting angels and animals
    to the filamental grace of compassion.
    The reticulum of our skyward home, I'm comin.

  13. #233
    Registered Senior Member
    Last edited by janeelsa; 06-23-03 at 03:55 PM.

  14. #234
    Registered Senior Member
    Lost in my own mind
    To be the boss
    Reflectin' thoughts, feelin' lost
    Got me high, watchin time fly.
    Makes me think I want to leave
    Suicidal mentality
    Comin' back more complete
    but in this world im cut back to peices
    what would happen if the world just ceased
    stopped freeze
    looked in the mirror and seen its own defeat
    Livin for nothin and dyin for somethin is how i see it. heh
    Perfectin in this world is nothin but a dream
    Cant bring peace without a mass change made seen
    when enough people in the world feel enough pain
    & cant be
    The will of violence will break the steel chains
    & make us free
    Fighting enemy we call friend, so slick and quick
    like the wind
    Not realizing we truly helpless, its so normal to live in sin
    got me with a feelin with nothing to believe in
    But we must have hope
    Quoting the reverend from the Pope
    But refuse to turn the other cheek
    We must defeat the evil culprit
    Lace me with words of destruction and I'll explode
    But supply me with the will to survive and watch the world grow
    This ain't 'bout talkin 'bout problems, I'll bring solutions
    Wheres the restitution
    Stipulated through the Constitution
    You violated now I'm back to haunt your nights
    Listen to the screams of the lives you sacrificed.
    Now picture a world where our souls wont be reduced in size
    where livin in harmony with each other
    and nature combined our spirits can rise
    a place we wont have to worry live tru to our our lives
    cuz we always gonna be happy no stress and sincere smiles
    no pain and sufferin, no guns and vests, we meet our own demise
    with a sense of peace that will survive past time.
    But we fragmented tho our souls still shine
    got two minds one bad one good
    and I'm the watcher deciding which to choose
    depending on wat the world made me
    I act or re-act on my own personal views
    Can lose my balance in certain situations
    Creatin the opportunity to be viscious
    or relinquish my wishes and play nice
    But fuck it, dont they say an eye for an eye
    its a cruel place is it all worth to save?
    dont like it? here take the .9 and see if your truly alive.
    The only promise we have is a chance to sleep in our grave
    can we be saved before then, not a question
    of how our lives is constantly at stake
    no need to rush we'll meet our demise in due time
    hopefully in death I'll find a better place
    We livin a cylce of ups and downs
    Go arounds, duck down when it come back around
    Life seems so round but without a center to ground
    We floatin around so seperate with words so meaningless
    we listen but we aint hearin' the Whole sound.
    They say luv is eternal warmth like the sun
    but the bright light got us blind, cant see ourselves shine.
    Its more like lava in our own time u ready for the burn
    cuz here luv will only get you deeply hurt.
    What is it truly worth?
    We have to learn to adapt to our world or migh as well be dirt.
    Like they say nice guys finish last, cant be last
    The bad always remembered over the good
    cuz it leaves our minds shook
    leavin its own scar...
    that heals but spreads like disease
    turnin bones, our eternal structure left weak
    left us crippled has humanity truly gon' far...?
    after all these centuries only thing seemin advacin is our technology,
    how to distribute currency, & how to keep in line society.
    And we praise ourselves for these and to me its truly funny
    not seeing the big picture, from inside we eternally bleed.
    Life is one big Irony
    wat most think livin good is but a attatchment to worldy needs
    not knowing it seperates us from our own spiritual deeds
    like a sunshine engulfed by clouds so dark and deep
    thats been there so long we accept it, turnin it to dark beauty
    just to feel more comfortable not knowing this doesnt have to be.
    Causin my own pains in a world that creates those opportunities.
    Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray
    and thank the lord for givin me another fruitful day
    I want to be a peaceful man, but still
    when they foes come for me, all i can see is gettin' em killed
    For real, its how I feel
    Perfect my thoughts flowing on these reels
    Make my enemies deal with my steel, they caps peel
    I was raised by thugs, schooled by killers
    learned my mathematic skills from real drug dealers
    Tried to rise but they tried me
    I guess we all had to die cuz we tried peace. heh
    I'll die on these streets, blastin till im recognized
    Still do or die, remaining so high seein with dead eyes
    lookin thru you like I see ur life reflected in ur own lies.

    im out gotta go, i'll finish this later
    I think u should ask...

    When emotion takes control
    ask if its worth the troublin turbulence
    that you'll sow,
    then predict the consequence
    and are you prepared to reap
    and pay back wat you owe.
    Last edited by R.A. Pharrell; 06-22-03 at 05:00 PM.

  15. #235
    Registered Senior Member
    Not guilty on the grounds of insanity it was them or me
    Bustin at my innocent family, say they lookin for ki's
    I was home alone, blind 2 the prelude
    Bust in, talkin bout, "Where is the quaaludes?"
    What you say fool?
    Where in the hell is the search warrant?
    No feedback is what he uttered, before he screamed "Nigga motherfucker"
    Dropped me 2 my knees I proceed to bleed
    Sufferin a rain of blows 2 my hands and knees
    Will I survive, is God watchin?
    I grab his gat and bust in self-defense, my only option, God damn
    Now they got me goin to the county jail
    And my family can't pay this outrageous bail
    Try 2 offer me a deal, they told me if I squeal
    move me, and my people, to a mansion in Brazil
    Not me, so this is how it ends, no friends
    I'll be stressed and they just, reposessed my Benz
    Told the judge it was self-defense, he won't listen
    So I'm bumpin this in federal prison,
    givin everything I owe
    Them bitches is foul, take a look at the evening news
    You'll see a nigga gettin cuffed by the boys in blue
    Is it a, frame up, tryin to keep me out the game, stuck
    These muthafuckas tryin 2 dirty up my name, but
    I'm slippin quick as the wind,it's me or them
    Fuck friends my foes be on a mission tryin 2 do me in
    Fuck 'em I'm bout 2 get out, they all soft
    I blow up like a gauge, and in a rage blow they balls off
    Why are you niggaz tryin to test me trick?
    And be the first ones 2 snitch 2 arrest me bitch
    Main thang was to make a nigga meal ticket
    Only if you with the real, the nigga will kick it
    I'll enforce it with the steel use the lessons that I learned in jail
    Rule one: fuck a busta he can burn in Hell
    Network with connects that I got in the pen
    In no time I'll be clockin again
    Tho still sittin in my cell as I dwell on my past
    Tryin to figure how a nigga can turn dreams into cash
    Quick call her collect, ain't no respect on the other side
    My cellmate's suicidal cause his mother died
    And my C.O. is a lady, and I'm thinkin maybe
    me and her can hook up a scheme, to be Swayze
    Cause she keep on callin me baby,
    2 a young muthafucka facin eighty,
    that's enough to make you crazy
    Now how long will it take, to get her hooked
    Got her watchin me liftin weights, sneakin looks
    I devised a plan, I'm in the trunk while she drives the van
    Ain't no disguise I'ma die as a man
    If we make it then I'm takin it to Hell
    All them niggaz that was frontin while I sat up in the cell
    Locked in jail, I couldn't touch her so I planned your misery
    The nigga you don't wanna see
    Stuck in my cell the pen ain't nuttin like the county jail
    When will they let me bail?
    Walkin through the yard, I pray to God
    First nigga disrespect me first nigga gettin scarred
    I'm back on the scene I'm hittin green in the back of a
    limousine, puffin on weed as we game on the drunk hoes
    Hit the skunk, I reminisce just on the way we used to play, you punk hoes
    What I posess is to be rich, in currency
    Paranoid niggaz like bitches when they come and see me
    Laid out, played out, the nigga barely breathin
    As for that bullshit punk, nigga now we even
    But I wait, until it's time and try to find a crooked way to profit off this crime
    This life of mine.. until I get free
    My prophecy is niggaz screamin, as if they bleed in agony
    As soon as they popped my gate
    I knew these muthafuckas made a mistake....
    Last edited by R.A. Pharrell; 06-23-03 at 03:29 PM.

  16. #236
    Registered Senior Member
    My shoulders are about to collapse
    I'm Breaking down from the weight laid upon my back
    we both know This relationship is fallen off track
    setback from the loss of melody to our soundtrack
    from all the responsibility laid in my hands
    loss of love ...... gaining demands
    what ever happened to ours plans
    To live, to love, to cherish ,To hold each other in our angelic wingspans
    To be free, I stand for you and you stand by me
    I now stand drained , what I felt before no longer remains
    You use me as a maid......Only difference is that I stand unpaid
    I cook for you , I clean for you , I pay the bills , I even dream for you
    I wish I could of seen the truth
    before the best part of my heart became abused
    But with all of this coming as a surprise
    my anger towards you continues to rise
    and the more open my eyes become...the more my heart numbs
    feeling symptoms of this devoured love....nothing left but crumbs
    and the more I speak my mind, all the more it feels like a waste of time
    the more I feel assigned and confined to you
    Love combined with frustration leaves me stuck in an awful situation
    confrontations increasing , I cant go on like this , I want to leave but yet I resist
    These words spoken are providing your last chance......
    Please I ask of you , all I ask is that you allow our love to advance!!!!

  17. #237
    Applesauce, bitch... Mephura's Avatar

    By Request

    Not my best, but...

    Wake up, wash my face, and I look into the mirror.
    And suddenly everything's coming clearer.
    Deep in my eyes I see all my old ways
    And I start to remember all of the days
    That I lied 'cause of pride and I tried
    hard to hide all the pain, avoid blame
    But I just ain't the same.

    See, I'm tired of the games that I played in the day
    So I droped all my facades and changed all my ways.
    Just because I grew up, learned to stand on my own
    Doesn't mean I forgot all the tricks I was shown.
    I still know how to wheel, how to deal,
    How to lie cheat and steal,
    But I won't play that game
    'Cause I just ain't the same.

    But sometimes I look and that ain't what I see.
    It ain't always my past there that's staring at me.
    Every once in a while i get a small peek
    Of a life that ain't me sinking fast in shit creek.
    Went to school, got a job, a wife, kids and new car.
    And that days coming fast but its still oh so far.
    I got time to get back on top of the right track:
    Cut the slack, pull my weight,
    Head down south and maybe rate
    Just one date with that girl-
    Who's quickly becoming the sun of my world.

    But now I'm rambling on and losing my flow,
    You want to know what's inside Pharrell?
    Hell, now you know.
    (another shameless plug for the parodies thread)

  18. #238
    Two Paths

    A young man arises,
    two paths lie before him.
    The one path is bright;
    the other is dim.
    One path is quite easy,
    the other quite hard.
    One leads to happiness;
    the other leads to god.
    A river of people
    are all passing him by.
    They walk down the bright path,
    their eyes set on high.
    As he looked down the dark path,
    a pair of blue eyes
    were staring out at him
    seeing through all his lies.
    He had once tried to convince
    himself of a god,
    but the eyes they saw through him
    they knew him a fraud.
    They enticed him,
    they thrilled him.
    They drew him on in.
    The sought him,
    and caught him.
    And erased all his sin.

  19. #239
    Registered Senior Member
    Sometimes its like im having a lucid dream, when i stare into the mirror nightmares become realer
    a paradox when time just seems to stop, in the silence things become clearer the merciless killer
    Has taken me to a world of subconscious self interpretations,deep within my own imagination,
    I meet my own judgments that shatters my own reflection,
    creating thousands of different faces all saying the rest is a deception,
    surfacin equal amounts of unbalanced emotions
    creating sensations of it all boiling to a combustable explosion
    Shatterd glass so many fakes enough to match the facets of a diamonds molecular station a crystals structural perfection
    like my being perfect thru the bodies blueprint and functions yet doubting gods own creation cuz of self corruption base on blind decisions with a touch of emotion, a pandoras box a tru phenomenon.
    Pains and misery etched with strength in my face has me with a hard expression,
    seeing an exiguous soul trapped alone in the mirror he looks so cold, sad with no compassion
    yet staring without ego, but pride,
    knowing hes his own equal, fearful but strong to face his own oblivion ,
    for reasons of self realizations finding his true side,
    bringing lessons thru visions alighting my essence's illumination
    Facing a judge voicing unspoken questions, each facet afraid of the answer, the truths explanation
    can be my souls salvation & at the same time be my hearts devestation,
    Faced with salacious hallucinations that burn my minds eye
    cant escape it, learning lessons a prophesized sentence, thru past viloations, life karmas made present
    I reap it, accept it, but never weep cuz of it.
    Cruel irony, shedding corruptions of actions, thru self destruction
    for heart, soul, minds to be whole thru complete synchronization
    I'm taken thru heaven and hell both pleasure and pain
    building from ruin to be anew like reincarnation
    tho judgement will always remain, all I can do is look and see how I've changed
    Last edited by R.A. Pharrell; 06-24-03 at 07:55 PM.

  20. #240
    I just found out that SciForums had a poetry slam here yesterday. So I went home and dug through the archives, found some angsty shit from the for those of you willing to brave some of it, here goes. But it seems most of you post your ditties here just to see them posted and not really care to read anyone else's.

    What's a girl to do? Post anyway:

    ((( btw - Mephura:"Cut the slack, pull my weight,
    Head down south and maybe rate
    Just one date with that girl-
    Who's quickly becoming the sun of my world. "

    And so I present rom my plastic hippie days:

    Beautiful Bones of Leary (Timothy Leary)

    My yellow bus with the blue veins at the side
    Rode with me where half the world was gathered
    like the gathering of The Tribes
    To San Fran's where children held bouquets in their hair
    and came on down with wild eyes like blue topaz
    to touch the blue veins on my bus.
    It was a jellied dream, to think back when
    and dream I do in jello to think of those days then.
    And I dream of my little bus in a submarine dress
    I park it on the Haight-Ashbury to join the lovely people
    in burlap
    in simple clothes, bare feet and barebreasted, exotic islands in their hair
    And I'm given the magic bean
    a natural magical bean
    not a wrinkled magic, but wholesome, slaps the burgeois grin off your face and makes of you a serious delusionist
    I'd bring you with me, like with a straw poke the top of my head and suck you in
    where you could see
    Max the dalmation, with the spots on his back doing the polka
    raining black scarabs from his body
    His testicles mega-watermelons with a huge eye of blue topaz
    winking at me, for me, with me.

    ah, my magic little bean

    that with chemical sorcery grabs taste and touch and sound, ties them together
    knots them up tight
    Into a rainbowed necklace of delicious delirium, that you taste what you hear
    and then just as soon the magic therein
    of my magical natural bean
    curls up a tight menace
    winding down to a tight green ball of sugared kiwi and there it swings on my tounge
    tasting like television

    oh to have been there
    born earlier
    to have sat with the flowered group, and listened the sweet speech
    sat back, whiling my life away in the winds of San Fran, watching intently those beatiful bones of Leary.
    Last edited by gendanken; 06-25-03 at 03:08 PM.

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