your deepest fears?

sorry cosmic i should have been more specific. when females try to comit suicide STATISICALLY they are more likly to use non vilont methods like an OD where as men are more likly to use vilont methods like shooting themselves in the head. I feared pain to much the thought of cutting my wrists was more terrifying than death was so i used sleeping pills. Thats actually one of the reasons women are more likly to suvive a suicide atempt compared to men as well