Ok, that's sounds rough. I am blessed with an okay body relatively speaking.
We all have our life stories and good and bad experiences. If you come to a science platform with fringe views you will get challenged, not because posters are trying to put you down, they have experience and have studied this stuff.
If you come on a platform saying, "I know the truth, the true self, most people are wrong" kind of stuff you surely expect some confrontation?
You will get better responses with a little humility and less anger.