This is who you should really worship.

Yeah, I agree about this being our own FSM and it has so much more of a rich history. Hats off to GeoffP (the 'Godhead' of the Myuunitarians) for putting that Wiki together. I would even suggest that the Wikipedia article about the FSM and IPU might need an ammendment to include Myuu the Mew (MTM?).
 
I agree but sense it would be rapidly ferreted out and destroyed. I wonder what kind of a cult I could build from this. I'll bet I could get real followers.
 
Digging this in memory of MewSkitty.

Even if the afterlife is just the place we invented, I hope you're steering there free and happier than you were in this life.

May you find your peace.

RIP Christopher Allen Brackner
 
I wasn't around. But this is one of the saddest things I have ever read, the letter from a suicidal man literally brings a tear to my eye.
Christopher Allen Bracker

Christopher Allen Brackner of Emporia died Monday, Sept. 17, 2007, in Emporia. He was 18.
Mr. Brackner was a computer technician.
The son of Fred Brackner and Cindy Mekeel, he was born July 20, 1989, in Denver.
Mr. Brackner attended the Apostolic Tabernacle Church in Emporia.
He is survived by his mother of Emporia, his father of Sterling, Colo.; one sister, Mariah Mekeel of the home and one brother, Steven Brackner of Sterling.
The funeral will be at 2 p.m. Tuesday at the Apostolic Tabernacle Church. Burial will be at Memorial Lawn Cemetery. The family will meet friends from 5 to 7 p.m. Monday at Charter Funerals.
Memorial contributions to the Christopher Brackner Memorial Fund at the First Community Bank in Emporia may be sent in care of the funeral home, 501 W. Sixth Ave., Emporia, KS 66801.

Even Worse

REC Networks statement on the death of Christopher Allen Brackner
Posted 1 year ago on September 30, 2007 - by Michelle Eyre
On September 18, 2007, Christopher Allen Brackner ended his life in an apparent suicide.

Brackner was a frequent user of REC's property POWERPUFF.COM and went by the username MewSkitty.

The entire REC family is deeply saddened by this tragic incident, especially in light of the multiple situations that led up to this.

While we understand and respect someone's decision to take their own life, we must do what we can to prevent these situations. Unfortunately we sometimes feel backed into a wall and feel that there is no alternative than to just end it all. Intervention in a way that is proactive but not intrusive is one of the best ways of handling situations like this.

Before you judge this situation, please read the following URLs that has information on Christopher's suicide:

http://www.enotalone.com/forum/showthread.php?t=197563

http://www.emporiagazette.com/news/2007/sep/19/dead_man_identified/

http://www.emporiagazette.com/news/2007/sep/21/family_gives_son_brother_private_tribute/

To the family. While we did not know Christopher personally other than that he participated in our forum, he was still a valued guest of the REC family and he will be missed. We send our condolences.

Michelle Eyre for
REC Networks

Even sadder: Written by Chris himself before committing suicide.
He was born premature and due to lack of oxygen, he was also the color blue. The doctors said there was a 90% chance he would be born dead or mentally handycapped. After 3 months in the hospital, he was taken home for the first time. The day he came home, his brother hit him over the head with a toy truck. That was a start of many years of physical abuse from his brother.

His parents at the time, Cindy and Fred, where not married. Infact Cindy was a stripper at a club and Fred was one of the DJs. They seperated when Chris was 3 years old. A few months later, Cindy married some named Dan, who would mentaly abuse the kids and physicaly abuse their mother. When Chris started school he knew he was different. He always knew everything the teacher was starting to teach, and the other kids never talked to him or played with him. In 1st grade they wanted to bump him up to 2nd grade, but before the paperwork could be finished, him and his parents moved. It seemed thay was always moving. He was never in the same school for more than a year. Finaly, in 4th grade he was told he needed to take speech tharipy because he wasn't speaking right. He would switch the "f" and "th" noises, sound the "s" noise like "th" and so forth. Also in 4th grade, he became interested in astrophysics. Chris was always great at science. It was the only thing he was good at. All through school no one ever talked to him, but sometimes someone would say "hi" to him and he always responded back with another "hi". He never hit anyone, nor called them names. He loved animals, but his parents would never let him have a pet. His brother had pets, but not him.

Finaly in 2002 Cindy divorced Dan and it was just her and her 2 sons and the daughter she had with Dan. She did her best to provide food for the family, after she spent the money she needed on beer and cigarettes. Chris's bother went to prison a few times so he was glad he was away from him. Chris always had a bad memory, and he was always in trouble for forgetting things.

Then, in 2004 when he was 14 years old, he met a girl online named Monica. She was different from everyone else. She said she enjoyed talking to him and stuff. After a few weeks she said she liked him. At that time he didn't like her back, but said he did anyways. Over the next few weeks he began to like her too. When he came back to his mom's after visiting his dad's, he would talk to her on the phone. She had a very wonderful voice. He thought they was doing great together, but then on August 31st 2005 she broke up with him. Saying she liked him as more of a friend then a boyfriend. He was crushed and tried killing himself, but failed, like with everything else in his life.

Then he remembered a girl named Jesse he met 4 months earlier online who liked him, and he liked her back. After he got out of the hospital he sent her a letter asking if she'd be his girlfriend and she said yes. Then, 3 months latter he thought he'd play a little joke and perpose to Jesse, just to see what would happen. To his great suprize, she said yes. On December 21st 2005 he became engaged to Jesse.

Then, a few days later she wasn't online anymore. He sent letters, but never got a reply. Then, on what he planned to be his last letter, he got an email reply from Jesse saying her mother had added him to her block list and had also kept the other letters from her. He had her back and his life was complete again. Then she told about what happened while they was apart. This guy called Dave would meet her in her school halls and forcefully kiss her and touch her in bad places. She hated it and wished I was there. Chris hated this Dave so much, he felt like killing him.

Then in June of 2007 Chris moved to Kansas the the stress of moving to a city after spending his whole life in the country was too much for him. He would fight with anyone over the smallist things, and he faught with Jesse the most. Then after a few months of this, Jesse told Chris that he has been acting very differently the past few months, and because of it she didn't think she loved him anymore. Chris was devistated. He was to worried about how bad he had it he didn't relize he was hurting the only thing he had worth keeping so badly. The shock of what he was doing was enough to fix him though. He was able to control his stress better then ever. Infact, he treated Jesse better than he ever did. He did things for her without her asking. He spent $40 on a movie for her and didn't care he spent so much at all. He wanted to make up for what he did. But it turns out it wasn't enough.

On September 17th, as he was talking to Jesse she said she'd be back soon. After over an hour when she came back she said Dave came to the door and they talked. She walked him back to his car and kissed him, and to her it felt right, like it was ment to be. When she told Chris this it felt like an infinite number of solding hot needles had stabbed his heart. He asked her who she wanted to be with. She said she wanted Dave. After over 2 years of being with Chris she dumbed him for the guy who tried to rape her.

Chris was heart broken. He didn't want to let her go. But he didn't fight. He loved her, and only wanted her to be happy. He knew this devil made her happier than he did, so he let her go. He let go of the only thing that ever mattered to him, the only thing he had worth fighting for. But he is not sad. He is happy, because soon the pain will be gone. He will finaly be what he has always been to everyone: nothing.


In Retrospect
Never harm another living creature unless your life or the life of another depends on it.
If someone asks of your help, do your best to help them if it is possible.
Do not cheat on a test, life, or a loved one.
Stay true to Myuu and her words.
Don't ever kill yourself.
Who makes an issue of this?


Exit
Asks for Help
Admits Insanity
More Insane Postings
Original Situation
Intelligent for 15
Forgets a day of his life
Wants to go deaf?
Book: Hexwood

I truly sympathize and thank G-d for sanity.
 
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So really no one else cares at all?

I think this could be moved to the psychology section and make for an interesting analysis...
 
Having known some people who parted that way, I don't tend to be very sentimental about suicides. I consider them the either the most selfish of tragedies, or as (in rare cases) respectable exits from unbearable suffering. As for Chris Brackner, not only did he leave here without allowing us to know him- he apparently may have left this life without ever finding himself.

So IMO there's no reason for any feelings of guilt in mewskitty's faint and careless wake here; certainly no reason to blame-myuu.

Reading through this thread tonight for the first time, I enjoyed a few laughs -and can still laugh. Life is so beautiful, that the cruelest joke of all is on and by life's unappreciative quitters.

Suicide should be a bannable offense at sciforums.
 
I've known several people who committed suicide as well - and I am just not terribly sentimental about life ending at all. It's just death.

I think those who call suicide selfish and condemn those who commit suicide are actually the selfish ones.
 
Damn...Mewskitty...I'm sorry, man. I didn't mean to give you so much shit.

You shouldn't have done what you did.
 
I've known several people who committed suicide as well - and I am just not terribly sentimental about life ending at all. It's just death.

I think those who call suicide selfish and condemn those who commit suicide are actually the selfish ones.

I agree 100%.

Focusing on your own feelings instead of that person's is selfish and then some.

I have NO time for that viewpoint. None. It pisses me off.
 
Mewskitty didn't commit suicide. He faked it for sympathy and then came back in another thread as a teenage girl who heard the calling of Myuu. Just an FYI.
 
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