Moderator note: sandman123 has been permanently banned from sciforums.
This guy's posts read like he is a 12 year old with ADHD, which he might be, for all we know.
Anyway, if you happen to read this, sandman123, here's some advice that might be useful for you, going forward:
When you feel like you might like to join a community or organisation, take a little time to look around and get a feel for what the community is about and what the community considers to be acceptable ways to conduct oneself in the relevant community. Don't go blundering in assuming that you're the Main Character and thinking that everything has to be about you. Have some humility. Observe how the adults in the room behave. Take your cues from them.
You've blown your chances here. But it doesn't have to be this way with every community you want to join. Good luck.