your throwing in "poor" as if to say they are potential prostitutes.
thats quite a different stretch from an emotional sexual relationship
or are you just talking about a sexual 1 night stand ?
you seem to be quite mixed up about it all. mashing everything in to 1 big lump and then laying a single emotional excuse against the cause and effect of the outcome based on everything else except your actions.
ive met women who have the looks of super models who are dating men who are very ordinary looking.
your application of the word "ugly" is completely loaded into your own self driving narative.
maybe you think you deserve a women who is owned by a man who is really super hot.
maybe your not really interested in the actual women as a person. only as an award to wear on your arm to serve your ego in public ?
ive met couples of al different shapes sizes and colours and sexual orientations.
when 2 are in love, the looks have no matching sexual comparative external features.
apart from being clean & hyginic and having generaly good quality personal hygine.
i think your sticking your head down a hole in the ground and then complaining about it being dark and dirty.
and thats after you have spent an awful long time looking for a particularly dirty dark hole in the ground.
maybe you have developed an inter personal relationship with misery.
its not uncommon.
but misery AND dehumanising women together... thats not good.
and if you want some cold hard facts about where the pendulem seems to not swing at all...
domestic abuse
battered wifes
tortured children
domestic homicide
domestic child murder
male on baby infanticide
the dice is squarely loaded against women.
the homicide rate is roughly 45% of ALL murder is domestic murder of a women by a partner.
sure some people treat other like they are disposable.
the actual amount of women who act that way to men compared to the vast number of men beating their own loved ones to death on a daily basis, doesnt really compare.
maybe you should start reading govt stats on domestic violence.(if and when your emotionally capable to process such misery).