i'm still amazed at how many evil people there are in society, any society. they are not all pedophiles either; they support them indirectly. i was flabberghasted when friends or acquaintances of my abusers just ignored or considered abuse/pedophilia irrevelant to the point they continued to even still be friends with them. it wasn't just one time, it was a social theme as it that was normal.
the most sinister part was the unspoken attitude as if they were making an excuse for the abuse and the victim is obscure and unimportant like there is a rank in whether someone deserves humanity. i remember telling a family friend and he just shrugged and became irritated as if i should be ashamed for even bringing it to light or upsetting the apple cart. they were a yuppie white couple, liberals and were atheist/agnostics so it's not just christians/republicans who are immoral or amoral. the very same people who in public if questioned as to their opinion of pedophilia, abuse, molestation, rape etc would give the obligatory pc response of condemning it for social approval. oh sure, it's horrible, wrong etc. how sneaky and manipulative people are.
some of my extended family knew and my aunt and uncle just looked at me like 'sorry for you but hush' and then turned around and were even nicer to the pedophile, even sitting on the floor looking up to him asking the 'preacher' for life advice. wtf?!
these people are just your everyday respectable citizens, not designated creeps or 'bad' or 'weird' people. well, i could tell they weren't that good but for how general society rates and discerns people, very typical. they have wives/husbands, children, family, friends, profession and acceptable/normal social standing.
it truly is disgusting and even frightening to know how corrupt society is and how many people are just pretending to be good people. that's not the surreal part; they are believed as they
are society.
all these people who supposedly are of the successful and respectable majority of society. it's revolting and infuriating.
and i'm the loser? they aren't fit to wipe the shit off the bottom of my shoes!!!