Alcoholism, heavy drinking, problem drinking, social drinking and abstinence.

Didn't work. I take propranolol for ectopic beats and palpitations when needed. I didn't drink for 11 days all was fine and and I get the call.Took one in the morning.
Can I stand in? A drummer has a shoulder injury.
What's the set? My good friend sent 24 tracks Sat morning and I binged them, all good, great tracks.
I get to the gig nervous but ok, not so bad so I meet the bass player, he puts his arm round me, that's a bad sign.
"Jayne sent a set list?"
Me. "Yes."
Ok so we're not doing that, we're doing this.

Showed me the actual set list. Propranolol needed to step up but it didn't.

I drank, three pints of pretty strong stuff then listened to the set on my headphones.
Then drank some more, then played.
Not the best way to do things but I don't like letting muso friends down and alcohol was the only thing I wanted to calm me down.
Смотрите, Пин, что происходит в вашем мозгу когда вы выпиваете: любые наши действия, особенно если это повторяющиеся действия, формируют в вашем мозге определённые нейронные связи. Почему врачи говорят, что употребление алкоголя в течении 20 дней подряд вызывает стойкую алкогольную зависимость? Да потому что за это время вы сформируете новые нейронные связи, новую модель поведения, которую ваш мозг начинает считать нормой. Т.е. сознательно вы понимаете, что алкоголизм - это зло, но ваше бессознательное уже сформировало для себя новую норму, в которой состояние алкогольного опьянения воспринимается как правильное, а нормальное состояние наоборот, как болезненное. И когда вы испытываете какой нибудь стресс, ваш мозг начинает посылать вам сигналы - "Вернись в норму, Пин! Выпей спиртного, Пин! Мне сейчас некомфортно, Пин!" И ваше сознательное не справляется с этим безсознательным. По сути, вы боретесь с самим собой, и в любом случае какая то ваша часть проиграет. Поэтому вы идёте по самому лёгкому для себя пути - вы идёте и выпиваете.
 
Didn't work. I take propranolol for ectopic beats and palpitations when needed. I didn't drink for 11 days all was fine and and I get the call.Took one in the morning.
Can I stand in? A drummer has a shoulder injury.
What's the set? My good friend sent 24 tracks Sat morning and I binged them, all good, great tracks.
I get to the gig nervous but ok, not so bad so I meet the bass player, he puts his arm round me, that's a bad sign.
"Jayne sent a set list?"
Me. "Yes."
Ok so we're not doing that, we're doing this.

Showed me the actual set list. Propranolol needed to step up but it didn't.

I drank, three pints of pretty strong stuff then listened to the set on my headphones.
Then drank some more, then played.
Not the best way to do things but I don't like letting muso friends down and alcohol was the only thing I wanted to calm me down.
На самом деле, снять стресс можно довольно таки простым способом - с помощью физической нагрузки. Вместо того, чтобы пойти в паб, вы можете пойти в спортзал, или просто совершить пробежку. Эффект будет не хуже. Вам нужно сформировать новые нейронные связи с помощью новых полезных привычек. Это потребует некоторых усилий с вашей стороны вначале, но зато сбережёт ваше психическое и физическое здоровье в результате.
 
I suppose it is as interesting as my alcoholism
He seems to use free market economics and the cult of individualism to "fill the hole in his soul", as it was put on another thread.

But, now that you're here, we need your advice on interpreting this paper on the genetic basis of autism q.v.

 
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He seems to use free market economics and the cult of individualism to "fill the hole in his soul", as it was put on another thread.
Feel free to derail topics with senile stories about your wife giving a dinner party and an Admiral coming. We're all ears.
 
Feel free to derail topics with senile stories about your wife giving a dinner party and an Admiral coming. We're all ears.
That is beneath you sir. He talks about his wife because he loves her and is probably still grieving.
Why post something nasty like that?
You are being ribbed a little, it's fine, no need to do that.
 
That is beneath you sir. He talks about his wife because he loves her and is probably still grieving.
Why post something nasty like that?
You are being ribbed a little, it's fine, no need to do that.
No, it's continual and it's nasty, petty and judgmental. It's a way to shut off any opposing discussion on a discussion board. "I have a hole in my soul"? You said something similar about my apologizing to Parmalee last year. It's ridiculous.

You post about alcoholism and a drinking problem and I was the first to respond and gave a thoughtful reply. You talked about gigging and now I'm the one derailing and I have a "hole in my soul". Maybe be a little less one sided when you decide to "defend" someone. He has posted before about my views making him "sick". Where were you then? Where were you when Parmalee made personal comments for weeks and then when I responded you did the same with "sir, you should apologize"

Are you currently drinking?
 
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No, it's continual and it's nasty, petty and judgmental. It's a way to shut off any opposing discussion on a discussion board. "I have a hole in my soul"? You said something similar about my apologizing to Parmalee last year. It's ridiculous.

You post about alcoholism and a drinking problem and I was the first to respond and gave a thoughtful reply. You talked about gigging and now I'm the one derailing and I have a "hole in my soul". Maybe be a little less one sided when you decide to "defend" someone. He has posted before about my views making him "sick". Where were you then? Where were you when Parmalee made personal comments for weeks and then when I responded you did the same with "sir, you should apologize"

Are you currently drinking?
I've defended you too.

I think making jibes about a man's dead wife is over the line that's it.
It is 7.27am here so no, I am not drinking.
 
Two bands, Megadeath UK on first then us, Sabbath tribute.

A glass of wine at 12pm two pints so far.
Сейчас посмотрела сколько это в литрах. 2 пинты - чуть больше литра. Пин, а вы похмеляетесь после выпивки наутро?
 
Сейчас посмотрела сколько это в литрах. 2 пинты - чуть больше литра. Пин, а вы похмеляетесь после выпивки наутро?
Just to take the edge off. I won't get a hangover from three or four pints.
 
А от большего количества наутро ты тоже пьёшь?
I don't drink in the morning. Week days I have work, weekend I have gigs. When I don't have a gig I may drink in the afternoon watching football.
 
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