Asguard, your mission is laudable but self defeating, there will always be hungry kids on the street, and you will become flustrated trying to take care of the problem. a better option would be along with feeding them, teach them a job skill, and it sounds like you love cooking, its one of my favorite forms of art, teach these kids to become cooks and they will be able to get off the street, and then you will have a mission worthy of staying alive, and you will find a change in your life, GBWY, and don't let the SOBA win.