Is the universe lazy? Its clear even with our brain things start to really breakdown with massive side effects we create. Could it be that the evolution of brain matter pretty much lets us know where the line of demarcation of how this universe functions and 'life' differs? It says we have to find our own purpose because it doesnt have one and isnt really equipped for it totally? It has basic laws or even infuriating/harsh ones but once past the primordial stage, its got really no set direction or agenda for us. In essence, this universe is low so therefore the brain had to develop to tread beyond its basic primordial uncaring, nasty dog eat dog, reprehensibly immoral cold makeup. This is where we can sense, observe and even judge the universe for ourselves strangely experiencing it just as unaccomodating to us as accomodating. How it does not care if we suffer or die etc. Like a dead end relationship in the long run. A sad universe to exist in for most. One things for sure, we are all going to die and the light blot out. How nice. Maybe that will actually be a good thing. In the meantime, we can devise all sorts of ways to distract ourselves or make up meaning besides our primitive need for basic sustenance while questioning the incessant nagging sense of what the fuck we are doing here, why etc while most are straddling the duality that life has so much struggle for some solace or happiness or death may be a welcome reprieve or dreaming of going some place better. Hence the concept of religion or the constant manipulation of matter to accomodate us. What i do notice the most is no matter how much materialism or physical comfort is attained, it is not the source of happiness or real fulfillment as in the physical. Its relational in how life longs to connect. Some call it source, god, love, soulmates etc. Its as if we want to go back someplace far from here. I think that is what our drive comes from to seek and part of the curiosity of whats out there and speculation beyond not only our planet, galaxy and universe. All of this seems makeshift triviality of physical life and there is a greater calling or need for awareness.