he is also in the middle of a panic attack stuck halfway between dictator & victim trying to present himself as himself in character while thinking about how he is presenting himself. its quite obvious. you see it in actors on stage with little to no experience playing a role they dont believe while having an anxiety attack you can also see him mouthing the words just before saying them a few times showing he has rehearsed the speech and is speaking from memory of what is said, NOT what happened. people with real experience can speak about the event, rather than the words. it is an easy way to identify trolls on here if and when they show up. there are one or 2. what this guy is doing is projecting his own insecurities onto the audience to try and make them feel insecure and doubt themselves. it looks like he has attachment issues from childhood so he invents things to create bonds with others. after a while when the childhood developmental problem has not been treated and resolved, it develops into more complex issues like this, where you have pathological lying to create attachment. i have seen it in varying degrees of borderline schizophrenia and Borderline personality disorder.