Tiassa, this is a bit off topic but...how would you describe your writing style? Wordy, unique, troubled? Is there a particular reason (if you care to address this) that you are here, posting wordy footnoted posts for 17 years? That takes a lot of energy to write (and to read) and you must have a reason or message that you are interested in getting out. Maybe you have spoken on this before but there is no way for me to search for such a thing.