Discussion in 'About the Members' started by darksidZz, May 29, 2008.
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How you feel
I'm a little confused lately, I work alot and try doing good but am paranoid alot and constantly on edge of things. I want to say hi and wish you well, I hope I shall be alright.
Tell me stories of how you feel
Heyy darksidzz. I expected you to feel that way. I recently have given you some consideration do believe it or not. I have wondered weather or not your sense of being strong is prevailing. I do hope that it is.
However in my case what is occurring is tremendous fear anxiety paranoia and loss of sense of reality in terms with previous functioning or so the accord shows. I feel like , I dont know, very weak and also very guilty. I feel obsessed almost and also without lack of obsession. Powerless and fragile. Wishing I could communicate properly. Wondering about the epistemology I present. Being egotisticial.
Starting a website.
Getting a job.
I'm doing really well, but I want you to do something. See a doctor. Paranoia isn't a normal state and might be an early sign of a serious psychosis. A doctor can nip it in the butt before it fucks you up for good in its early stages.
how do i feel?
Brusied, i had my second eyebrow piercing done yesterday and its brusied me, apart from that fine, i dare say all the vodka me and my BF will drink tonihgt will numb the pain
I have only just rejoined the forum thus don't know you're going through. I would reccommend always seeking professional advice, however I know through experience that these routes are often pointless and frankly depressing.
I have decided to deal with m issues personally, they mainly revolve around a dying ability to comprehend effect and cause, a constant desire to lie in situations that provoke suh an action in no shape or form. I have had this for so long that I no longer know whether my thoughts are truly mine or instead belong to one of the people I have created with my lies. I have created many people, deigned to exploit what I can out of certain groups of people etc
This is how it is, I know for now that I am neither a threat to others or myself (physically that is). But i can see its impact on my social life and education. I am compltely alone, but I accept this, I just hope I don't end up like my father.
Do you use drugs?
I feel very glad to be alive, to see the beauty nature has to offer to have friends I can have a good time with. One day this will all be taken away but until that day happens I will celebrate every single day that I am here to do so. I'm very lucky to be allowed to stay here as long as I have and am thankful I have the time to enjoy all that life can give. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
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I smoke the odd joint but my problem is most definitely nt a result of drug use
No no, not you.
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Read my original post in this thread xD
What do you mean?
yeah that sentence is flawed lol
I feel desire to lie when I really don't need to, I simply do it for fun.
I feel no moral remorse for any actions I take because my brain tells me these actions do not belong to me, they belong to one of these people that I have made up through my lies, therefore i cannot understand the cause to my effects ><
Is BF boyfriend or best friend?
I feel fine. I'm waiting for my husband to get out of the kitchen so I can get started on making a fried chicken supper. I also got all the ingredients to make 'better than sex cake'. And our daughter is spending eh night at a friends, so I am looking forward to a nice evening.
Well, i know of conditions, such as Pseudologia Fantastica, where people become pathological liars...
?? what does that have to do with how you feel?
That's to logical guy.
He says he has problems with lying.
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