http://sabotagetimes.com/life/slave...why-the-romans-were-an-appalling-civilisation http://listverse.com/2014/01/15/10-cruel-and-unusual-facts-about-animals-in-the-roman-colosseum/ What is wrong with this universe, not just society? I always found it peculiar that i find myself in a universe that i find repulsive, loathe and do not respect at all. For all the white-washed rationalizations, it doesnt truly answer but only dismiss or minimize. Where does this apalling hatred and enjoyment of pain and suffering come from? This horrendous, even unjustifiable or even truly explainable level of evil this (yes, monstrous universe) come from? Just like the symbol of a the great engineering feat of the coloseum and the grandness of rome, the grotesqueness of what it was made for and used for, how it was built, the ugly and shameless cost. The facade of greatness. Just cold engineering feat used monstrously against terrified souls. The sickness and even cold grandness of this universe sickens me. The older i become the more i know this is a horrible place. Looking up at the universe appears to be a beautiful expanse and twinkling of stars. But reality hits and i know the true dark nature that belies its cold, grand exterior, appearance and power. I could care less how large or even admire the expanse anymore. I could care less about its particular actually objective meaningless laws and intricate cold mathematics behind it because its proven this universe is a predatorial one as its foundation and life springing forth from it shows its true colors no different than the iconic powerful and corrupt elite thats beauty or revelry is cold ambition and grandness. My heart and gut knows the deepest, nagging and disturbing truth that is not truly to be admired and its not beautiful or good. It just is. Ironicly magnificence, mystery and grandesse can just hide or be a flimsy cover for monstrous evil and the truly ugly. What i also find amusing is how people justify something because that is what we have to work with. You dont have to justify this place, even if you have to deal with where you find yourself, even as immensely more intimidating as the universe. The laws are the same throughout so therefore it holds no greater promise inherently than your backyard. That is truly the saddest part. I know people have looked up at the sky and prayed or hoped for something more loving or sincere to help them or just wish it may exist. And the reality is, that would have to be outside this immense prison possibly. Wherever you go, wherever you run away the same monsters, devils and pain this universe will produce just by its nature. There is a greater chance of alien life coming to kill, steal and destroy than to be mr. Nice guy. Truly sad and shameful place. This is why the well-known metaphor of the corrupt and power-hungry is a constant one you can witness. This asshole of a universe supports it. I daresay, that is its true personality or character!