I face reality all day long, yet there is something that is so common that I normally don't think much about it. It's more than a sensation or a feeling, it doesn't bear the resemblence of an idea or a illusion or fantasy, rather it contradicts illusion and totally swallows me in it's ability to have the control and be unexplainable and unchangable by me. It is. That's the message it seems to hold. The meaning it has lasts forever. I am used to take things in, in order to understand them. But this I can't take in, only some of it's presense allows for my evaluation, but it rather takes me in. It seems trustworthy because of that nature. Maybe it is reality itself, just the sensation of being here. It's like water for the thirsty mind. It seems absolute, and I thought about it and understood that I really don't need much else to feel that there is meaning where I am. It seems to hold absolute meaning. A piece of Truth. I never have to worry since it gives me meaning, it's not something that depend on me. Do you understand what I am talking about? Have you felt it yourself? It's a nice thing. As I believe in God, I appreciate that whatever great He created, He must be even greater, even more real. Maybe what I felt is the presense of God? I can't say for certain, but the feeling I get from it, seem to bear the meaning itself.