really? so pollyanna nah. something is really wrong with this universe. something very, very wrong as there is so suffering and depravity and evil. these things should not be allowed to happen. even more befuddling is the urge for those who want to do harm. where does evil come from? why is it that way? things like this should never happen in any universe. that's what disturbs me the most. i would like to think it's all just a bad dream but it's not.