PsychoticEpisode, You most certainly did. Now where is the evidence for this claim? Oh! So now your definite claim has been relegated to ''I think...''? I'm confused. From your perspective, sure. But unless you can explain or give evidence of your claims, you're in no position to tell me what my position is, unless you've actually passed through where I am, and are able to give some account of it, which you most certainly haven't, so far. Can you elaborate on this? What other accounts are you familiar with? jan.