My best advice is to consult your sages. In my life when weirdness has arisen, I speak to every wise older person about my scenario that will listen and provide council. Eventually, I push my brain hard enough to arrive at an epiphany about what I have to do. Basically I push it to collapse and in the recovery stage my required action becomes clear. I joined the army in that manner. I did college post army in that manner. I got married in that manner. All of which have been great experiences. *shrug* BTW, the stupid picture is supposed to be funny. Ha. LOL, you should have been here for the few days there was a cult surrounding that avatar. It was awesome. Dancing Wesheads flooded sciforums for like a weekish. That's actually the explanation for the little wierd thing 1 of N in my title. There were many of me(we) at one time.