Yah I'm confused about my sexuality as well. I've been attracted to both sexes before - it's hard for me to distinguish a preference. I could be bisexual but I don't know for sure. I think you're right. Sex should be easy and natural. You know I'm open to an encounter with a guy, I don't have any internal conflict about it (although there was a time when I did.) Is it worth noting that I've never met a girl who was on the same level or the same path as me? Whereas I've met numerous guys who were (but were straight.) Are girls supposed to be so different? My deepest connections throughout my life have been with guys. I've been hit on by a couple guys I had no interest in and obviously nothing's come about. Many girls, in all honesty, annoy me. So many of the ones I know are just superficial. I've never met a pretty girl that wasn't superficial and had any interest in me. Except when I was really young, I haven't had a true friend that was a girl. And while I have no sexual interest in any of my gay friends, I find that they're some of the truest people I know. It seems really imbalanced that this would happen.