My dear friends at sciforums....it is with deepest sorrow and heavy heart that I must report one of our own has passed away. My friend, June, aka "Lucifer's Angel" lost her battle with severe depression, and took her own life. Here in the states, it's Thanksgiving...a time to give thanks for what little life gives us. I was richer man with LA as my friend, and I will miss her greatly. I'm mad at her for her choice...but I'm thankful that I knew her.. If you got something good to say about Lucifer's Angel...I'd like to her it. Thanks, Mitch
I've been missing her. I've quite upset that I'll have to miss her forever. Thanks for starting the thread Mitch, I just couldn't.
Jesus Christ. I'm so sorry. Depression isn't easy; I know all too well. Damnit, I can't believe she actually did that. I always liked her and she was fun to post with. How's her family doing? Damnit. She seemed like a kind and moral person. I never saw a mean word from her on the forums.
Her children are devastated of course. But June (aka Luci) has very good friends who are helping them through it the best they can. Her daughter comes here now and then and your kind honest words are...well, they help some of us talked to her outside of sciforums. We shared our days, our troubles, our joys, our anger, our worries. That's how June is, she shares. Mitch and I were notified because I'm not gonna talk about her in the past tense. I'm not
draqon: You can stay the hell out of this thread. Go away. Note: draqon deleted several posts from the thread, so Orleander's comment and this one don't make much sense now.
Oh god, that's horrible. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! I know that she was fighting lymphoma, but I didn't know about depression. I'm so sorry. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
I took this picture today...It's beauty reminds me of LA.. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Oh my god! I never really spoke with her very much, but she always seemed like a very nice person. I hope she has found peace. Thank you Mac for starting this thread, and for being Junes friend.
Mitch, I know sometimes families will create a guestbook of sorts on the web for people to sign. Do you know if they created one?
I feel so sad, I couldn't find words to describe this. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
I am June's friend, and i would like to say thanks for all your kind words, she will be missed. I still think that she is going to walk into my house and get me out of bed, and make the morning coffee. On the 3rd November we had a good night out, and i thought she was over the worse of the depression, we went to a concert and now the music has turned sour.
Just go to her profile (Lucifers Angel): http://www.sciforums.com/member.php?u=28361 All thread started by her: http://www.sciforums.com/search.php?searchid=3987189 (sometimes this won't work, so you would have to go to her profile first and then go to statistic).
How are her kids? It must be difficult for them, I hope they be strong. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Please send them my deepest condolences. A lyrics from her favorite band, A-HA: A Ha - I've Been Loosing You It wasn't rain that washed away rinsed out the colours of your eyes Putting the gun down on the bedside table I must have realized. It wasn't the rain that made no difference And I could have sworn it wasn't me. Yet I did it all so coldly almost slowly plain for all to see. Oh come on please now talk to me tell me things I could find helpful. How can I stop now is there nothing I can do? I have lost my way I've been losing you. I can hear our screams competing you're hissing your S's like a snake I thought in the mirror stands half a man I thought no one could break. It wasn't the rain that made no difference nervously drumming on run away. But I want the guilt to get me thoughts to wreck me preying on my mind. So please now talk to me tell me things I could find helpful. . . . Please now talk to me tell me things I could find helpful. How can I stop now is there nothing I can do? Please now talk to me tell me oh tell me what to do - helpful. Oh how can I stop now is there nothing I can do? I have lost my way I've been losing you you I've been losing you you I've been losing you. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Sending her my prayer. May she rest in peace. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
What?!? Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! I thought she was online.. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! I can see her username is private messaging. Must be Cath then..
We had many private discussions her and I, and quite a few laughs. Sorry to hear that her depression got the best of her. She had a rough life and nobody can really feel what she went through until you walked in her shoes. I thought that when she announced that she was starting college things might turn around for her, well I was hoping anyway. I liked how she just told it like it is....a lot like myself. She was Sassy and had a personality that stood out among us. It's a shame..... thoughts are with her family. For June... Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
