02-25-03, 02:56 PM #141
02-26-03, 10:36 PM #142
Six o’clock. Seven floors up, an unfinished building. No windows of course,
just the fainting sound of pins and some eloquent hammering.
Once in a while.
The sun is not setting, but is a melting drop of water,
a kind aquarelle.
He is looking towards the orange, yellow, blue, highway.
The highway is also fading close to the sun. Spurious smog, dement noises
and his uncommented stare. Heavenly moment now,
a petulant butterfly stands on his shoulder.
Oh no, her yesterday heart, is lost in the modern breeze of disillusions.
Her hair spread all over and the silence of doubt.
Nothing but his voice, hardly soft.
His words, like everything she got to discover in life,
cold victory cheers:
come on now, jump, dear, you can do it.
Never afraid was she. Usually bored, nonetheless.
But this butterfly, damn.
This butterfly is swinging in the air,
and listens to my song.
03-20-03, 10:25 PM #143
dark black cloud
a million flies
a million lies
a million died
only one stands
and looks on with pride
at a day spent
and a night earned
and a million less
who never learned
03-21-03, 01:17 AM #144
Hey Bates, don't stay up past you're bedtime. ;-)
Untitled From The Heart
I've lost myself inside of you,
there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to find myself inside of you again.
I'm searching for it everyday;
the thing that all of my friends say
I'll never see in this world again.
you are what I always wanted,
you who live your life undaunted.
You and only you I'm searching for,
and I have never felt so pure
as when I felt inside of your...
but that small touch has left me wanting more.
And every tear I shed for you
brings me ever closer to
the feelings that I've been running from.
But these tears I'm drowning in
are making my heart's walls grow thin
and I fear that heart is going numb.
With your love I'd stand so tall,
break down every single wall
thats keeping me from being beside you.
But without it theres nothing I can do
because I fear I'm lost inside of you.
With you beside me I'm complete.
Another you I'll never meet.
And though you don't agree, you're beautiful.
And I will never lie to you,
and promises I'll keep for you.
You and you and you and only you.
And I'd give up all that I hold true
just to find myself inside of you.
more and more and more and more and more.
The beauty that you disposess
and the way that you undress,
shy and eager lying next to me,
your intelligence and childish charm
and your fear to bring harm
are all the things that help to set me free.
And one day I'll ask on bended knee
if you'd deign to maybe marry me.
If first you'd just go out with me
we'd test the ground and we'd see
if one and one could be three
and if my love is what you're searching for.
Tell me have I ever left you wanting more?
Has this love reached down and touched your...
Will these words spark romance
or will they be some sad r'embrance
of what I left behind when I grow old?
Will I cry when this story's told?
Tears of joy or of regret?
Will this tale be over yet,
when the doctor's say I'm dead?
Will there be a plot that's read
that tells of all the pain I've felt
and the cards that I've been dealt?
Or will they just say another lover died.
Off to hell where surely he'll be fried.
All because his true love was denied,
and because he cried and cried and cried,
up until the day that he did die...
more and more and more and more and more.
03-21-03, 12:37 PM #145
Hey I just got back from nowhere dodgin' bullets all the way
left my mem'ry kind of fuzzy so there isn't much to say
Train headin' eastbound west is where I am
It seems my only way across this desert sand
Yeah the past was just a dream of somethin' I don't even know
And it haunts me just to think that all my visions got to show
Things that happened to me then still happenin' to me now
Blindly movin' forward with no idea how
So believe me to be truthful when all you have is lies
Hear the laughter of our children cathchin' bullets on the fly
You know where you can find me if you ever lose your way
Because between us there's a million cards just waiting to be played
03-21-03, 12:55 PM #146
I got my phd, got my name changed to Seuss
Like the Greek god of thunder
But my nickname is moose
As society's plunder gets your screws to turn loose
Nobody will care if your head's in a noose
03-21-03, 01:19 PM #147
A window, a glass curtain for the dreams of the forgotten
Truths behold a promise of pain begotten.
A whisper, a soundless murmur, the silent prayer of the solemn.
Saintly innocence on the toungs of the last children.
03-21-03, 05:56 PM #148
The Burning of Poetry
As my thoughts rise from their ashes
The mem'ry of them passes
Alone they wander into a choice between two doors
And so they try to make it, or else just simply fake it
Though no-one can mistake it for what it was before
03-21-03, 10:11 PM #149
Suck my dick. I know where you live. Don't fuck with Norman.
03-21-03, 11:34 PM #150
Blame this on the cannabis sativa
- - -
hole in a lost dreamscape
leads to wonderland
chasing the rabbit
who's chasing the wind
and die with me
just to live again
we're alone on these seas
of whiskey and gin
and the sails hang dead
while the alcohol ripples
lean over the side
catch a ride on a bubble
float away from this place
and back through the hole
back to the dreamscape
and back to the old
03-22-03, 12:45 AM #151
Bite me Master Bates.
I once knew who I was,
but I didn't like him much.
I was a little whining cunt
who spoke of fairness and such.
But I don't know who I is anymore.
We haven't talked in quite some time.
And though I didn't like I at all back then,
I'll give I this, he once knew how to rhyme.
03-22-03, 10:18 AM #152
Purple Cone Flower
Six cups of coffee and a carton of smokes
Any song that you want , any song that I know
Got my fingernail grown
Playin a few chords
And sharin' a mickey with my little bro
Now my friends are all vampires
I have no thirst for blood
But my good friend 'ol Ahab is smokin' a blunt
There's nothing much up here
So don't you come down
The last thing we need is you back in town
I'm as close as I dare be to your fiery flame
Echinacea and whisky kinda both taste the same
03-22-03, 06:17 PM #153
Get a girlfriend, get an apartment, GET A LIFE!
03-23-03, 01:20 AM #154
Get laid, it's good for the soul.
My Little Malkav
I stand forgotten
I die but no one cares
I lie forgotten
I cry but no one hears
My soul is gone
My sanity joins it
My hunger's growing
and only I know it
They dance oblivious
So young to die so soon
They search for darkness
Knowing not what hunts by moon
They pray who are my prey
They cry but no one hears
They lie in my arms
They die and only I care
Last edited by Angelus; 03-23-03 at 02:14 AM.
03-24-03, 03:51 PM #155
Enough quarelling and quibbling between us. Let's kiss and make up. We'll just agree to dissagree. Let's just smoke up!
03-24-03, 04:56 PM #156
03-25-03, 10:26 AM #157
No 4 u
03-25-03, 03:43 PM #158
My heart is racing
I can't think strait
Empty and broken
When I'm lost and alone
Dreaming of fears,
Asleep in my tears.
Alone with desperation
Confused without a care
Racing slowly along
Carelessly out out of stride,
Vacant of pride.
Crying while asleep
Awake in my dreams
Sleeping through life
Pacing in my solitude,
Feeling of no mood.
Lost in a dream
A puppet on a string
A marionet with no master
Cut with no stain,
Blood with no pain.
03-25-03, 04:05 PM #159
choose your poison
choose your method
a word to the wise
tears in heaven
because heaven's a lie
make the right choice
while there's still time to cry
choose your poison
you're already dead
go out with a bang
aim the bang at your head
forsake your false saviour
and all that you've read
because too little's been done
while too much has been said
03-26-03, 11:57 PM #160
Garden of eden
When i look at you, i think of summer
Buttercup meadows and sweet cherry blossom.
When i'm next to you i think of a starlit night
The gentle breeze, warm firelight.
I sit all day and think of you
Dreams of flowers, the sky so blue
The calmest oceans and rainbows high
While i watch the clouds float slowly by.
All this beauty is so true
In my garden of Eden i share with you.
To my wife, Evelyn.
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