I am the sockpuppet of sderenzi. He misses you all very much and appreciates the time + energy you spent in replying to his polls. I have no doubt that SciForums is better now that I'm away from it, but my main reason for this post is to say hi, tell you I read here often, and that I truly like you all. James R has been a frustrating person, Absane too, but I realize the truth when they say "We need members, and that means posts must be more scientific or the like". Anyway my story begins with leaving SciForums, after being banned I decided to abandon forums all-together, and so it was I found myself alone in this cruel strange world :-( I still have no girlfriend, work for FedEx Kinko's (shipping) and mostly keep to myself. I've tried meeting woman but most generally ignore me it seems. As for those that recall Carmen she has quit! I gave her a note about wanting more than a mere friendship and 2 days afterward she left never to return, it would seem I have no great effect on woman except to drive them away, haha. For a time I felt like quitting life, floating around with no true purpose I found myself lost, confused, bewildered, and discontent. Now I'm learning to calm down, be more relaxed with myself. In reality I wonder what the future might hold for me. I just wanted to greet you all once more, say hi, and I was never a troll but it could seem that way how I was acting I suppose. I don't however regret my posts, I like them and the reason I wanted to become banned was simply that some had been erased, and I was sad :-L What are my future plans? As always the only thing I want.... to find a great girl to date then marry!!! !! PS You're missed everybody, I would list names but to many to remember :->
A few more things to those I know. 1. I now have bought 491 songs off of iTunes Music Store, it rockZ! 2. I miss ToR 3. I miss Baron Max
holy s&*t you're back, besides the fact you can often be loser i still feel bad about carmen, meh maybe the whore will drown in the sea...who knows eh?
I feel bad about her too, I really liked her alot but she didn't seem to really wanna get to know me. She only really would come by to see me when she wanted stuff in the end :-( Map traces, money, stuff like that... I feel kinda dopey but grr her smile was like heaven, so was her personality.
Well the general rule is that when I said it at the time I meant it, but things change and so to can opinions. However I certainly did mean what I said at the moment :->
You know the one thing I don't think everyone realizes is that before I got banned I changed my e-mail on my account, then I randomly put in stuff for my password. My plan was to delete the e-mail associated with my sciforums.com account, then just punch in a bunch of letters, that way I'd effectively ban myself. Just before James R banned me I did it! So in effect James R didn't ban me but I banned myself, cuz even if I wanted the old password I don't have the e-mail it was registered under, so I would be outta luck. It's kinda funny but he erased a post where I explained that, guess he felt proud to ban me finally :-D