Quite a mixed up reply! What is an "ESD extra-sensory disorder"? Being able to have a longterm relationship is getting harder and harder for everyone these days as our population grows and society gets more-and-more complex. What each of us relates to in life to keep that relationship going is getting more-and-more spread out and complex. You are right though, I don't have the time to read all the posts, but who are you referring to as "A"? "Mr Anonymous"? If so, don't be to hard on him: he's been on these forums a longtime and has a lot of good down-to-earth words of wisdom to offer. To say "he's da shit litterally" makes no sense. Literally, there's no such wording as "da shit." Why don't you be more specific in explaining what you think the problem is so that we can more appropriately focus on giving you advice?
If you say it like that... I very well understand that A is da shit. If you don't understand what I mean, then maybe you should go read some of my other posts. Mr A is da shit and I am not being hard on him. I simply am saying that you don't understand, and i'd rather have him come back/reply to my last post! That's all
existabrent... I am not an expert. I don't even claim to be close. But I will tell you that some of what you have described, I have been through. So you could be suffering a combination of depression and anxiety. Trying to work it out on my own did NOT work. From what I have read of your problems, I strongly suggest you talk to a professional. If you don't have the money, find your county clinic, the VA, or whatever free services are available.
Well, in his last reply he states: "Mmmmm, well. Brent, whatever else happens, as I believe I may have mentioned more than several times already, I don't think your in the slightest bit nuts. You however both feel and acknowledge very strongly that something remains however not quite right, and that's why finding yourself someone actually qualified to listen to you remains important - that's really the only reason" I agree with this entirely. From what you've posted, no one knows the whole story. Mr. Anonymous's replies also say that he doesn't know enough from what you are saying. So I agree with him. Maybe it's best not to post more specific details on the internet for anyone to see. So why don't you go talk to a professional about it: a counselor or a psychologist?
Valich... As you very well know, I have been posting my problems all across the site. Don't lie to me. You were an ass in the mental health and existentialists thread (wasn't that you...?). Anyway, my problems are fairly well stated there, as well as here, as I have already stated. Your copying mr anonomous' post, at least a small bit of it, .. we all know how godly he is. One thing isn't enough, you are supplying your reasons to not read his first post (it is incredible if i may add). My problems, in the least, I must say that he understands them fairly well. Maybe not the full depth to what I am trying to ask and get to, but he does understand far more than you have presented of him. That is if it is ok for me to be a little jumpy on a topic that could have very many responses. I think I am going to pm him! Poincare, from what I read of you, I really like. But you know dude, I am going to work this out on my own. sorry valich but you're wrong. We really should ask him if that's true or not. But it isn't. "from what you've posted", firstly not true. Seccondly it isn't true, and third, isn't true. So: Maybe you should read what I have posted? ...ESDPlease Register or Log in to view the hidden image! I laugh with you man. But I don't know where my laugh is directed, nor do I know how I am going to seem. Of course to you that doesn't matter.
If I may state what he has in an eariler post (if my memory serves me): You're over analysing. An activity not particularly serving any definative purpose, except procrastinate the indefinitivity of actually buckling down and getting on with your life, the confrontation of that being instead of doing you will continue to analise any further possibility that anyone happens to venture. He is a god, as I have said. I think that I have a problem, but I understand a lot of it very well. I am happy with my self although I perhaps---should not be! I do hope you to understand what i'm actually saying. Have fun
existabrent... I wish you luck. And I urge you to reconsider seeing a professional. If it is a chemical imbalance, like low seratonin levels, you really need medication. If nothing else, a professional can get you started on the right track. Particularly since you don't know what the problem is yourself. I know, you being young, that it seems like you are the only one to have suffered like this. But believe me, there have been a lot of people at the same place you are now. With help, some of them have gotten better. Again, good luck.
I'm going to tell you why i don't get help. I don't get help, because every day it seems like I slowly progress and understand a lot more. My father tells me that I can't see a docter, then he changes his mind: so really what i'm doing is just waiting for that time. You know, when I can see, either,"ok, I need help", or "ok, this is impossible", do you see what I mean?
I am glad you feel you are making some progress. Why is your father (sometimes) against you seeing a doctor?
u know, i've been going through this now for a good while. I've wrote about 15 notebooks full of writing. Not exactly i say about my problems, but with that in mind mostly. More it was philosophical things. at least, sort of ya know Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! I know aboout myself so very well. Not completely. There are a lot i don't know. Like, I have a good grasp of my problem, only, what gets me, drives me, really, is that fully I don't understand what it is to be normal. You can judge a lot of my above posts just recent... I am very confused, and think all the time. I think, because I just want to be ok. Sometimes I feel like everything in the world's fine (when it's not ( say), like, you know, i'm released... like i''m normal again! heh. I can talk fine, i did a good time of talk when i didn't upset a person my mom or dad for instance and so if morally right is the right then everythings good. But no. It doesn't work that way. Quantum Quack knows me very well, i'm sure A does too. QQ will tell you that i have an addiction etc stuff. He's all telepathy man, he is awesome though.
Brent I don't know whether to thanks you or what.....telepathy man....ha.... I have not said that you have an addiction. In the thread "psychosis what is it" I have been discussing that psychosis may be considered as a form of addiction as part of an overall understanding. Broaden the definition of addiction a little and you will see what I mean. I have in the past suggested that it may be proved that it is our denial of our psychic reality that fuels a great deal of the problem. I have even made references to the eastern thinking on kundalini influences etc etc in other threads. However I have never made any conclusive statements about anything other than personal points of view. I apologise if I have confused you and will make more effort to make sure you see the difference between a proposition or contention and that which can be considered as fact. This is of course why internet forums can be so unpredictable as a means of councelling or advice. The intent and meanings can get awfully confused.
Just had a bit of a read of this thread after posting the above. I reckon Brent you are making great gains, just seems like you just need to slow down a little and give yourself a chance to think better. in the other thread you posted a remarkable couple of posts that give the reader a glimpse of what potential you have....well done
Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! Thank YOU! ... Mr Anon has given some mind blowing posts as well. But putting it in "formula" perspective, is really what i'm aiming for. I know, I know. I just want to be absolutely sure about the very few questions that I do have. You know, like ... And here I start losing it. But if I lose it or not, doesn't matter: It is still very important, it won't be any more important. I figure if I can actually slow down... get you guys advice... etc, then it will start falling in place. That really is something tremendous and openly open to be un-open! Anyway, that's what I 'want' to happen, still if I continue to struggle, there are things, I say, that will need this formula. Why? Don't ax me....
I am not a p-scientist or any other but I sometimes a drink just one before going around large groups of people can help calm the nerves. Big groups of people can cause anxiety for anyone regardless of the venue. Don't take it as there is something wrong with you you are not alone.....Just trying to be yourself in a big group can be hair-raising Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! It is ok! Sometimes a little sip before a big event helps (stick to a sip), maybe some will say oh well now you are a drunk? Ok what ever I am not drinking all the time I do it sometimes when I feel the need and need something to slow me down. If you don't want to have a sip then try a relaxation exercise before you go. Just remember the whole world in that venue is only looking at you if your the most stunning person-- de
Well, comming to this thread as Brent from reading it over last night, i have to say, it seems I have like, left the thread. Like, abandoned any of it's meaning as if anyone could possibly understand. And that sucks. I have as A has said gotten worse. QQ I wonder if you think any of this above still holds true. I am asking this for a reason: I think that A may (or may not, don't know) have been right, but the point is I need to find out how. I want to find out if he is right or not. I don't know if I'm ok, everything is shit nowadays it seems like he is.
