It seems that you prefer the curent God system which gives us what we have now... an if i was God you'r desire to exist in this system woud be granted.!!!
Yes... in you'r mind you woud have the existence that you chose an it woud have no actual effect on anythang else.!!!
Meh... it seems that most people prefer the curent hot-mess over bein able to program ther own reality.!!!