the destructive instinct

you can go and live in a tribal enviroment if you want. there is still plenty of undeveloped parts of the world. i myself go and live in the wild every year for a few months. theres nothing stopping you doing it. apart from maybe western people telling you how you need modern society.


go and live in the outback or the bush with a tribal group if you please. write some books while you are out there. you will get better inspiration.


and yeah stay off the happy pills.


peace.

 

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life aint that long anyway, just ride it out untill the end. offing yourself is pointless and its not nice to do to others.

you see yourself as the victim, but thats bull because your loved ones are the real victims. theya re the ones who will suffer if you kill yourself. if you cant live for your own sake then live for the people who care about you.

dont be a dick,


peace.

 

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you don't believe in reincarnation?

if i'm gone, nothing matters because nothing exists, not even the others

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if they care about her, why do they want her to suffer/live instead of dying?

 

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I am sorry, but there is no one in this world that can save you. There are many people that can help you, but you have to want to save yourself. I’ve been suicidal for many years and there isn’t a day that goes by when I don’t think about killing myself. The only thing that is stopping me from putting a bullet in my head is the fact that I don’t want to die without accomplishing some of the goals that I have in life. I learned how to live with my suicidal thoughts. I wouldn’t even say that I am depressed anymore. I am usually in a neutral state of mind. (Not happy or sad) I don’t think that I will ever be a happy person, but I can live with that.

Anyway, my advice to you is to get busy living or get busy dying. (A quote from the movie Shawshank Redemption) If you really want to kill yourself, then go ahead and do it. Just try to make it as painless as possible. But if you want to live, you are going to have to find a reason to survive.

By the way, did you watch the George Carlin video that I posted? What did you think about it?

 

He's bipolar. That's what bipolar people do... :shrug:

 

You are not suicidal. You are an attention seeking retard. How is that for witty repertoire?

 

can someone please delete this thread

 

Well, allisone, good luck to you. If you are seeing a therapist, they should be helping you with your depression / disorder. If you're paying them with no visible results, you should find someone more qualified... and that doesn't necessarily mean they have more degrees on the wall. You know. Someone that can actually help you. Take care. If you take your trip to oblivion, maybe consider a psychadelic exit. Cyanide doesn't sound like a good time... though I guess it's efficient, if that's what you're going for. Still, that's an absolutely worthless idea.

 

please moderator, delete this entire thread.

 

Stop being so destructive.

 

Don't do it moderator!

ITS A TRAP.

 

Yeah, I just dont want people googling my name, since I use it elsewhere, and also where my real world aquantences can find me. Stupid on my part, but I'm trying to fix it.

 

Western medicine has been shitty ever since the creation of the DEA. I dont trust the stuff these companies are putting out now days.

 

Why would you care if you're gonna' kill yourself soon anyway?

Baron Max

 

The curse of bipolar. When I get better, I can't take back the things I've said.

 

Well you can always go to Room 101...

Really though, if your friends are friends at all, they would care about what you have said. I would want to know if a friend of mine was depressed to the point of suicide. Don't immolate yourself for the sake of your friends' ideas of who you are.

 

Thats the problem. You tell them, and they get scared, dont know what to do, and they call 911 or some such. And its worth not telling anyone if it means I never have to go back there.

 

You're not alone. LOL!!

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My mother-in-law is bipolar. She's much worse then you though. She's nearly a sociopath.... I would say you are a fairly mild bipolar....