Crystal Meth

i used about one to two grams a week for 10 years.

i used it... for 2-3 days periods..

i would study for 24 hours a day... 48... day after day.

in fact i developed 7000 0pages in hand written notes regarding my learning and conceptual drawings.


your belief that it cannot benefit ones work, is probubly because you dont like to study.


and your belief that i dont know the full pros and cons of meth amphedimine is completely in-accurate.

i know fulll well.

which is why i say, clearly.

its not worth it.

just drink strong coffee... and sleep each night.

since by day three... yes, halucinations set in.. and reading becomes difficult when the words start to float on the pages..
and the paper becomes a translucent mix of colors with endless depths... which seem so clear as im reading that its as if i could put my finger right threw the page... but it never goes threw.

by day three... the mind starts to fall apart. and no longer functions efficiently.

-MT

 

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It is called Methamphetamine.

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One or two gram's a week is not alot at all(still enough to generate suicidal thought while crashing or unintended death), this is still classified as casual use but how many stay casual user's? Not many at all, in fact neither coke nor meth are casual use drugs- usasge=chemical realease=more usage=more chemicals=(after time)body saying"hey i need those chemical's released by my brain"

I guarantee you that no one becomes successful because they use drugs, in fact the oppsite is true. OK discounting rock stars and some really good film makers, bear in mind they came to fame when their repectable genre's were young so fresh ideas were easier to come by. For every Keith Richard's etc. there are a million losers.

Yes i study and am well read, do you thin I am stupid or something

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Exactly, any perceived benefits are soon replaced by the complete oppisite effect.

I have extensive knowledge on this subject, through research knowing many who are "professional" druggies.

Here is something else interesting, after time the psychotic reactions\paranoia brought about by large qauantities in the blood stream will surface after a few good hit's, this is inevitable.

 

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ONE THING IS CLEAR.... you may know alot.... but you have no personal experience.... it seems.

it will not make you psycho... unless you already are.

like i said.. im not promoting it.

i promote coffee... its safer...

-MT

 

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How long did it take to get those 7,000 pages? I have probably 20 notebooks full in my closet from when I was 12 until now(I'll be 16 on the 17 of this month). If it wans in a short time though, that's insane.

 

that was over 7-10 years... i would stay up for 2 to 3 days at a time and obsessively study all the sciences... and take detailed notes.

it is true.. that if all your do is read... you will not gain very much,
and you will forget alot.

which is why i took notes.. i could write down everything which was worth remembering.. and over days and weeks... write and continueally re-read my notes,,, in this was, all the ideas and records of thoughs are all kept sharp and easily recallable.

i would keep one main book of prepared sumaries, and keep bulk piles of developed notes taken studing all kinds of books.

when i finnally found what i was looking for... my need to have the superman powers of speed disapeared and i just gave it up.

and coffee... makes feel sick.

-MT

 

Do you remember the bulk of what you took notes on at this time?

 

of course i do..... it was all on and about my search for a unifying field theory... WHICH I FINNALLY FOUND.

one which no one cares about, and i am hard pressed to quantify.

Mathmatically expressing dimensional progressions is not something which is so easily done...

for indeed there must be intital equations, which began the progressive patterns of formation... but the transistions are themselves dimensional and exponentially expansive at every point,, and yet only for relative periods of time, following other patterns which themselves are seperate from the first patterns being considered.
these patterns... are by their nature argueable and questional to a high degree therefore, any attempt to quantify them, is met with what can literally be found to be endless variables... endless to our limited minds.

oh, i have been richly rewarded for all my years of sacrifice and self abuse in my quest for knowledge.... but the price was very high.

that is why... ''''unless'''' you '''''have'''' to do 4 days worth of work in the next 24 hours..... dont do speed.

seriously... because that is what it can do for you.

but... for those who have nothing to do.... it leads to madness and an obsessive need to do something.... anything... which leads to crime and bad decisions.....


just drink strong coffee... do a good full days or several hours of work..
and sleep each night.


-MT

 

Wow. So much ignorance here.

Speed. Cocaine. Methamphetamines. All different drugs.
Speed is similar to cocaine, except drug companies synthesize it and peddle it to children. Ritalin is speed. Speed is boring. It's a "get work done drug", "stay up late and study", or if you snort it "let's feel uncomfortable for a few hours while my nose hurts a lot."

Cocaine numbs you, and makes you feel great. Your head goes very quickly. It's accompanied by euphoria. Life seems to sort of slow down, as you're going very quickly. After the first line, you want another. And another. And another. And then there's none left. So you chatter incessantly and tap your foot. Then the other foot. Maybe you pace. And you talk. You talk a lot. Can't stop talking.

Meth, can't tell you what meth's like, as I've never done it. But from what I'm told, it's extremely, extremely addictive. And it can make you violent. Very violent. And you can't feel pain, and you can't sleep. And the high is intense. It's cheap, too. Way cheaper than cocaine.
It leaves your teeth looking like this:

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i still have a nice gum line... but it always worried me.

 

A television program stated that 'meth mouth is caused by excessive 'dry mouth' and that lack of saliva allows for rapid tooth decay.