I have been down lately, but it got me thinking..so I wrote this. Its not very well written...but thats okay Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! I'm not a writer Its funny to me how at times you can think things are so down, think everything is so wrong. Life is the strangest gift that nobody ever asked for, and frankly alot of people seem not to want. It holds so many lessons, so much joy, but also so much sorrow. Everyday brings a new set of challenges to your doorstep, a new set of goals a new bag of problems. Yet sometimes I wonder why its so difficult, why things can fall from the highest peaks of the tallest mountains, to the lowest valleys in the darkest swamps. Its times like this when I feel like giving up, times like this when no hope is left and no light shines on me that i think I cannot make it. No swamp, no valley lasts forever, if you traverse a peak and find your self stumbling off the edge into a valley get up, brush off the dirt, mend your wounds, because right in front of you is another mountain waiting to be scaled. Life isnt some horrible punishment, nor is it a fairytale. It just is what it is, and no matter what happens, it keeps going and going. It wont stop for you, nor will it turn itself around and let you live on the mountains that you have long passed bye. The only way to move is forward, into the seemingly unknown until you find the next mountain to climb, and the next after that. Life, its beautiful, its happy, its sad, it just is what it is. The fact that I exist the fact that I feel, the fact that others feel with me...is so full of beauty that i am overcome by it. Life never is unfair , its never kicking you when your down, it only gives you exactly what you need exactly when you needed, things will always turn out the way they should be, because they couldnt be any other way. I am taken back by it, by the scope of that thought I am free but only to make the choices that I am supposed to make....life Its so poetic and I just smile when I think about its Irony. You only get one you only get one I'm not even really sure if this is meant for a discussion...wait yes Whats the hardest thing you have ever had to overcome? What did it help you learn?
You down ? Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! You are doing better now, right ? I see truth in what you wrote. Life is beautiful and horrible at the same time. It just us what it is.
My Ex wife tried to kill me and because I loved her I didn't realize it until it was almost to late!Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image! It taught me never to trust anyone totally. It also taught me not to give your love to anyone so much that will take advantage of that and try to use it to gain more control over you and manipulate you even more. I was blinded by love but now I see the light. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Humm.. I don't know actually. Perhaps that fact that most people are assholes when given the chance. And that you are really on your own after all things said and done.
I really don't like dwelling on the past but she set me up so lets leave it at that and say that always watch your back no matter who your with.Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Things that may been considered hard to others are quite easy to me, death of friends, parents divorcing, abuse. Its just that thought that brings me the most pain, honestly, its terrifying.
My brother and my mom have always been there for me..I really cant think of a time they turned out to be assholes. :shrug:
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