Hello all. First a few things. I've started dozens of help threads in the past.... I could name and link them all. But of course now why would I do that?? Now I am starting another one. Unfortunate it might seem as to me it appears a little bit embarassing to do this. I've started one in the about the members not too long ago saying similar things that are presented or being presented here and now. Can I type right. Can I speak right. These things...... Is existabrent well? Mind to help? This thread is also a shout out to (a big shout out to the awesome ________ see>>> who apparently is not at this site any more..) Mr Anonamous (sp?) Anyway. There are a few things on my mind of course. If you wouldn't mind reading or helping, I think it's sort of interesting, :shrug: What the hell happend to me......? What have I been through. Psychic realm? As often as this is abused all over this site, it is of course very real that there is a such phrase or such which affects peoples lives. You would have a day talking to certain members about what they have experienced (I am not specifically talking about myself).. Anyway. I have a Dr's visit soon, feel I am capable now of talking with the sci-forum. Interesting huh?! In the past I was inable to do such. I guess I am just needy. Maybe I just need a friend. These are a bunch of the thoughts that I have. One of the major ones of course would appear to be the fact that I am totally estranged in my words and behavior. I have had to sort of seriously work on these things I would almost say the word reconfigure. I don't know what to feel. I can't really relax. My emotions are screwed or very screwey. I just want to know if I can be okay or are okay.. If you wanted to discuss some of these things then I would be very proud to have someone to discuss it with me.
Tsh I guess i've said it wrongly. The state or ability to type that I have today is greatly improved from several weeks or even months ago. But will I be able to sleep t'night? Will I be able to dream to night? Mind if I share something? I posted this not long ago, didn't elaborate on the effect it has on me though.. Categoricial imperative of logotherapy..: Live as if you were living again for the second time, and are about to act as wrongly now as you acted the first time! Now. I apply this to poor me? What the **** happens? I can't move; can't breathe really. I think it places fear on you as a requirement of your being. Total fucking responsibility. I'm really about responsibility I think. Or I want to? Anyway. Just some thoughts hey.
I am confusing hey? Thread was shout out to Mr Anonamous. ... I mean that we should not disappoint him, or something.. Please Register or Log in to view the hidden image!
Fuckin disordered bastard. Part I feel psychic. Part does not want to believe this, as tisn't true. How is it not true? What is the 'source' of my discomfort? Can we not explain. I just want to know what's up you know. Need a buddy. Hey spidergoat. Do you have a messenger. I know that you said you do not do messangers anymore. But it would be great pleasure to speak with you. If you want to of course, that is. Anyway, you can PM me about that if you want to. I am just concerned or something, okay? Just want to understand that I will be well or okay in the future. Just want to realize, I guess. Not entirely sure. Not being able to sleep at night is a real pain. Sure, I can sleep. But it is not very satisfying at all. It is as if I have disordered my life or something. Now that I am at the point of recovering, it is time to actually recover. Do you see what I mean?
Probably just a chemical imbalance. Altered seritonin levels. Are you eating healthy food, exercising?
