Actually this is mainly for waisting time and taking up a topic I had wanted to explore.

When I say, "The life and death of life", I rather mean "the death" of life.
Of course I had to say the life and death, because i'm not sure if the life needs to be life.

LOL. Anyway, the death of life, what is life. Life is death. Life is dead. The destruction of life. The death of life, requires what?
Is that not a good question?

Of course the way that it's worded isn't very nice.
It is pretty interesting though when I get to thinking about it,
as bad as it is, and yes it's probably pretty bad.

Imagine someone like me, who, has his whole life centered around his dad, which, his dad happens to be a man who lacks the ability to have anxiety. HAVE---anxiety. Imagine for a second what it would be like living with someone who's ego is ...something around in the area of not having anxiety. That would be sort of strange wouldn't it?

If you live in this house since you were a kid, and you grow up it in, and you ... get fucking killed because... mostly because of him, but your memories are lost, and you got all kind of shit just because, mainly centered around, his parenting, it's not so great. The death of life I see as a necessary thought, at the moment. It's hard to think otherwise what do you think?

I think the death of life is the requirement for the life of life, although, perhaps this isn't true.
Anyway, just exploring a life of thought that has been buzzing around for centuries now... *scratches my head*

Well well.. what do we have here... we have.. the death of life.

Don't all people have such a thing. of course they want to stay mentally healthy, and not one bit do I possibly deny them that ability to lose their grip to mental heath. I am only saying, that all people have such a thing. Weather we call this what or what we call it, it's one more thing I just HAD (you know), to say.

Anyway,
if we don't have a death of life we don't have a life of life.
If we don't have a death of life, we have bullshit.

The death of life, is important.
The life of life, is important.

Is that the only place this leads me?


It's also pretty interesting to actually attempt to type to you all. For whoever could possibly know, I am having of difficulties doing so. So here is a chance to try to read me. Go ahead, try to read me.

The death of life is more important however, also it is my main subject.

The death of life is what brings about the questions of life.
The death of life, is what ...
i don't care to explore this line of thought anymore.

Does anyone have any feedback that they would like to share?
Or any questions, if this line of thought is worth exploring at all? Or should I be denied my right to express such obsceneties?

;)

I read that the most amazing thing in the world is that everyone dies and has seen others die, yet everyone thinks that death won't happen to them, at least not tomorrow (or if we are elderly, not today)

Don't believe everything you read.

To know what to do today there is no better advice than the prospect of death tomorrow.

Otherwise you are dying right now, already.

--- Ron.

I read that the most amazing thing in the world is that everyone dies and has seen others die, yet everyone thinks that death won't happen to them, at least not tomorrow (or if we are elderly, not today)

And they're right, death won't happen to us, not to me. Everyone dies except me, the self, the inside. Only the outside, bodies, die. Death never happens inside, you are reborn into another body. It's impossible for the self to die because the self is life and being.

And what makes you think that?

And what makes you think that?

He thinks this because its mentally impossible to imagine a state of conciousness in a nonexistent manner...because there is none. He believes in reincarnation because it's inconceivable to believe that after death...there is nothing, no thought, no emotions because even in doing so the mind can't help but to imagine a thoughtless existence of eternal blackness...but even in doing so existence is defined and this thought of the afterlife is still wrong.

the feeling of "i am" can never die. it exists in everyone. i exist in everyone. it is life and existence.

i believe what i believe because it sounds logical to me.

what the fuck. nobody is going to reply
lol

also, big P:
it's obvious though that isn't a-priori, otherwise i'd be dying right now if i'm not a buddhist
:p

what the fuck. nobody is going to reply
lol
Reply to what? Your incoherent, rambling, egocentric, self infatuated opening post? To what end? To feed your adolescent fixation on the grim realities of life? Screw that kid. You need to grow up sooner or later. I recommend doing it now. You will feel so much better for it. Start looking around you a little more, instead of indulging this narcissistic introspection. You are taking far too much pleasure out of feeling pain. Snap out of it. You know you can.
Regards
Ophiolite.

the feeling of "i am" can never die. it exists in everyone. i exist in everyone. it is life and existence.

i believe what i believe because it sounds logical to me.

You don't exist in everyone you exist in your own body - if you exist in everyone you would exist in a militant tamil solider getting shot in sri lanka and would have perhaps noticed that you got killed :p