darksidZz
05-08-07, 10:15 PM
Unlike other posts here I will ask you to pretend you're apologizing about something you've done. I'll start...
1. Dad, I'm so sorry I was angry that time. I never meant to throw that tool (it lets you dig in dirt) and have it hit you near your eye. I felt horrible, terrible afterward, I even had nightmares about it. I was so glad you didn't get hit in your eye, I got very angry with you because you yelled at mommy and weren't very nice, but still that didn't mean I should throw it in the air without thinking. I'm truly sorry and will be very sad about this until you know how much I regret it.
2. Daisy (my cat) I'm sorry I didn't watch you more closely on the ledge in our apartment (when we were in the process of moving) maybe if you hadn't fallen off there and hit the air conditioner outside you wouldn't have had kidney disease. I really cared about you and later when you got it I was sad and confused, I thought maybe it was from your fall the years prior and wanted so very much to go back and stop it. I miss you Daisy you were my only friend :(
3. I'm sorry I wasn't thinking whoever you were, you didn't deserve to suffer because I wasn't paying attention and had not driven much. When you hit me all I could think was "it's my fault again, everythings my fault" but in truth I don't know anymore. Some said you hit me so far in the back that it wasn't entirely on me, they said by spinning my car you certainly didn't try avoiding it, etc. I never meant to have you hurt and try suing for more money than the insurance policy would allow, it was my fault because I was so sad and upset I didn't have enough experience yet to be driving. I felt even worse when the cops brushed it off and you had trouble finding stuff for your legal action. Guess that's how the cookie crumbles in a middle-class area.
4. Ana Maria.. I'm sorry my love, I'm so very sorry. I was young and foolish to get involved with you online, and knowing you were 41 wasn't so bright of me, afterall I was 23 and had been alone a long time.. perhaps that's why I fell in love with you, perhaps this is the reason I found letting you go to be so hard. I didn't care where you lived or how far away, what mattered to me was you being happy, but later I realized I also wanted happiness for myself too. You were the greatest most amazing woman I've ever known and I'll love you forever, it makes me feel sad we don't talk anymore or chat online. If I knew how it would hurt both of us I'd never have gotten involved with you, being apart was also a mistake because we both needed something more. Forgive me for taking advantage of you and for letting you take advantage of a young inexperienced man, I still luV u though :p
5. Sara, please forgive me for getting you mad, I never meant to make fun of Christianity and have you stop chatting with me :( I luV u..
6. Dad, forgive me for totalling your car in that accident, lol (he seems to have)
So now you guys try, you'll feel tons better I truly believe that.
1. Dad, I'm so sorry I was angry that time. I never meant to throw that tool (it lets you dig in dirt) and have it hit you near your eye. I felt horrible, terrible afterward, I even had nightmares about it. I was so glad you didn't get hit in your eye, I got very angry with you because you yelled at mommy and weren't very nice, but still that didn't mean I should throw it in the air without thinking. I'm truly sorry and will be very sad about this until you know how much I regret it.
2. Daisy (my cat) I'm sorry I didn't watch you more closely on the ledge in our apartment (when we were in the process of moving) maybe if you hadn't fallen off there and hit the air conditioner outside you wouldn't have had kidney disease. I really cared about you and later when you got it I was sad and confused, I thought maybe it was from your fall the years prior and wanted so very much to go back and stop it. I miss you Daisy you were my only friend :(
3. I'm sorry I wasn't thinking whoever you were, you didn't deserve to suffer because I wasn't paying attention and had not driven much. When you hit me all I could think was "it's my fault again, everythings my fault" but in truth I don't know anymore. Some said you hit me so far in the back that it wasn't entirely on me, they said by spinning my car you certainly didn't try avoiding it, etc. I never meant to have you hurt and try suing for more money than the insurance policy would allow, it was my fault because I was so sad and upset I didn't have enough experience yet to be driving. I felt even worse when the cops brushed it off and you had trouble finding stuff for your legal action. Guess that's how the cookie crumbles in a middle-class area.
4. Ana Maria.. I'm sorry my love, I'm so very sorry. I was young and foolish to get involved with you online, and knowing you were 41 wasn't so bright of me, afterall I was 23 and had been alone a long time.. perhaps that's why I fell in love with you, perhaps this is the reason I found letting you go to be so hard. I didn't care where you lived or how far away, what mattered to me was you being happy, but later I realized I also wanted happiness for myself too. You were the greatest most amazing woman I've ever known and I'll love you forever, it makes me feel sad we don't talk anymore or chat online. If I knew how it would hurt both of us I'd never have gotten involved with you, being apart was also a mistake because we both needed something more. Forgive me for taking advantage of you and for letting you take advantage of a young inexperienced man, I still luV u though :p
5. Sara, please forgive me for getting you mad, I never meant to make fun of Christianity and have you stop chatting with me :( I luV u..
6. Dad, forgive me for totalling your car in that accident, lol (he seems to have)
So now you guys try, you'll feel tons better I truly believe that.