Salanti
04-15-06, 04:08 AM
okay i'll just come out. i was Eight when my grandma passed away and i started to get premonitions off and maybe about ten all together by the time i was twelve, when my grandpa passed on they then stoped, before that, a month before i had a premonition that a casket was being burried. now i'm seventeen and i feel like i've been fighting them, if it is possible.
everytime it happens, it feels like the world slows down for me, and i black out for a few seconds, only to see some in return, by the time i snap out of it i fall to my knees crying cause i only remember parts of it and their usually about death, once, about the past i mean a long time ago with the pilgrims. its like i had a panic attack.
i just feel something bad is going to happen, and it'll be my fault as to not seeing it. i don't know how but can someone help me?
everytime it happens, it feels like the world slows down for me, and i black out for a few seconds, only to see some in return, by the time i snap out of it i fall to my knees crying cause i only remember parts of it and their usually about death, once, about the past i mean a long time ago with the pilgrims. its like i had a panic attack.
i just feel something bad is going to happen, and it'll be my fault as to not seeing it. i don't know how but can someone help me?