rebtevye27
10-22-08, 12:15 AM
Translation by: Giorgio Martoni
i've had a few beers so please excuse me if my email is not perfect.
all i have ever wanted is too be accepted, but i realize now that i come from the totality,
iam every that is wrong and right.
the people that are of past which is all in the expanse of infinity, hate me, they tell me they do not like me not because of what i do, but from what i have been able to discern and of the little i have been able to comprehend is something along the lines of a visual statement such as i do not finish what i start, i don't know exactly what that means, but i have an idea, once when i stated to the dead that i do not know why i think out of place or rather associate memory with the present with incorrect feeling they told me something along the
lines of, hey turn down that music and listen to the tone??? i think it means i have been so concerned with the totality that i have lost touch with the nueonces, the subtleties that are so important, the intricasies that alone are beutiful in there perfection undevided.
i just watched an episode of an old tv series called have gun will travel starring richard boone playing the character of paledin, anyways... he always tried to do what is right, not that but he did do what he thought was right, trying it seems to be an opposition of what it actually is so when one tries they oppose what is implicit, so to try do do what is right is like it has been said god forgive man for what they do in the name of right??? if one does right then they oppose something that is considered wrong so it is therefore null and void as being right to the totality, i saw an episode where there was a women from boston that was a medical doctor which at the time, 1800's was un heard of, anyways she did not care about what others thought, instead she wanted to help a women and child that supposedly had typhod, she did not care too much that the townsfold would kill her if she brought them back into town, but instead only cared that there were two people that were sick and needed help and that was all that was important, i started to think about doctors in general and i relized that they risk there lives every day from disease, and yet continue on with perhaps little regard, i then thought about you and i understood the great service you do whether or not it is understood intellectually or even even from the perspective that sees thousands throughout as a passing glance, there are people that go to you in need and you help them the best you can with what you have been given, and i think i now understand the importance of what is called doctors, it is neither here nore there but i wanted to tell you that i have a great respect for you now and know the place that you hold in the circle of the entirety and that it is perfect.
having said that there are two areas which while lately i have been opposed in every direction in my questioning in this part of the continuaty, i was hoping you might be able to turn me in the correct direction, even no reply would of course be the right direction because what is, is all there is, the two things i have not been able to understand are as follows:
1. what does it mean that it does not matter what i do but rather that i finish what i start???
does it mean that i should not have any direction???, when iam confronted with what is i should end it immediatly one way or another???, should i take a position of small attempts to a problem to build up to a greatly opposing for eg. baby steps??? i am at a loss as to what this means but i want only to do what is right and the people of infinity revealed in the perspective of the now tell me that what is important is that i finish what i start but i don't know what this means?
2. i was told by a person from the netherword that i am already dead but i don't even know it?, i have spent much contemplation in an attempt to comprehend this statement but all i have been able to come up with is that i am a man in bondege, that is to say i act in accordance to the past or i only act if it is acceptable to my needs, that is i only give food to those in need if i have enough for myself and there is an excess, therefore i am dead because i require an act from the supposed external that would be in accordance to a desirable activity such as feeding the hungry or accepting predetermined undesirable.
i am at a complete loss because i am starting to relize that it is important the way i treat others in the way i want to be treated but to put myself in every possible perspective demands a great degree in responsibilty, and my past keeps imposing itself and preventing me from acting intelligently, this is all i want out of life is to act with intelligence all the time, to always know what is happening and to act correctly in every moment, but i am finding that by bringing the past to the current in order to make an accurate judgement i am acting inappropriatly, like once i told a person of the once that was and is to be but is now but has not a place continually, i said i do not fit this moment because i have no previous experiance to associate a relationship, i greatly dissatisfied them and they were appaled that i opposed them with the accumilation of what i have been, which lately i have began to understand is the totality of all time, there is nothing outside of the accumilation and yet there is infinity, the perspective of course not knowing this because a fragment cannot be sustained continually so while i am all that is, i am neither one way or the other and yet one way which is a story with a beginning and an end, it does not matter what happens because it gets lost in the tide andyet it does because that is all the perspective of consciesnous is aware of, anyways i am getting tired now but hopefully i have not babbled too much off topic and there is enough written that is worthy of a responce that is in sync or rather a kind of inversion of the questions that can pull back a reasonable responce, by the way i have just finished downloading a copy of vb 2008 express, and perhaps will eventually get back to work on the isaac ai, so if nothing else hopefully we can still correspond in that area if not in other fields of philosophy.
sincerly
The Solomon
thesolomon dot org
i've had a few beers so please excuse me if my email is not perfect.
all i have ever wanted is too be accepted, but i realize now that i come from the totality,
iam every that is wrong and right.
the people that are of past which is all in the expanse of infinity, hate me, they tell me they do not like me not because of what i do, but from what i have been able to discern and of the little i have been able to comprehend is something along the lines of a visual statement such as i do not finish what i start, i don't know exactly what that means, but i have an idea, once when i stated to the dead that i do not know why i think out of place or rather associate memory with the present with incorrect feeling they told me something along the
lines of, hey turn down that music and listen to the tone??? i think it means i have been so concerned with the totality that i have lost touch with the nueonces, the subtleties that are so important, the intricasies that alone are beutiful in there perfection undevided.
i just watched an episode of an old tv series called have gun will travel starring richard boone playing the character of paledin, anyways... he always tried to do what is right, not that but he did do what he thought was right, trying it seems to be an opposition of what it actually is so when one tries they oppose what is implicit, so to try do do what is right is like it has been said god forgive man for what they do in the name of right??? if one does right then they oppose something that is considered wrong so it is therefore null and void as being right to the totality, i saw an episode where there was a women from boston that was a medical doctor which at the time, 1800's was un heard of, anyways she did not care about what others thought, instead she wanted to help a women and child that supposedly had typhod, she did not care too much that the townsfold would kill her if she brought them back into town, but instead only cared that there were two people that were sick and needed help and that was all that was important, i started to think about doctors in general and i relized that they risk there lives every day from disease, and yet continue on with perhaps little regard, i then thought about you and i understood the great service you do whether or not it is understood intellectually or even even from the perspective that sees thousands throughout as a passing glance, there are people that go to you in need and you help them the best you can with what you have been given, and i think i now understand the importance of what is called doctors, it is neither here nore there but i wanted to tell you that i have a great respect for you now and know the place that you hold in the circle of the entirety and that it is perfect.
having said that there are two areas which while lately i have been opposed in every direction in my questioning in this part of the continuaty, i was hoping you might be able to turn me in the correct direction, even no reply would of course be the right direction because what is, is all there is, the two things i have not been able to understand are as follows:
1. what does it mean that it does not matter what i do but rather that i finish what i start???
does it mean that i should not have any direction???, when iam confronted with what is i should end it immediatly one way or another???, should i take a position of small attempts to a problem to build up to a greatly opposing for eg. baby steps??? i am at a loss as to what this means but i want only to do what is right and the people of infinity revealed in the perspective of the now tell me that what is important is that i finish what i start but i don't know what this means?
2. i was told by a person from the netherword that i am already dead but i don't even know it?, i have spent much contemplation in an attempt to comprehend this statement but all i have been able to come up with is that i am a man in bondege, that is to say i act in accordance to the past or i only act if it is acceptable to my needs, that is i only give food to those in need if i have enough for myself and there is an excess, therefore i am dead because i require an act from the supposed external that would be in accordance to a desirable activity such as feeding the hungry or accepting predetermined undesirable.
i am at a complete loss because i am starting to relize that it is important the way i treat others in the way i want to be treated but to put myself in every possible perspective demands a great degree in responsibilty, and my past keeps imposing itself and preventing me from acting intelligently, this is all i want out of life is to act with intelligence all the time, to always know what is happening and to act correctly in every moment, but i am finding that by bringing the past to the current in order to make an accurate judgement i am acting inappropriatly, like once i told a person of the once that was and is to be but is now but has not a place continually, i said i do not fit this moment because i have no previous experiance to associate a relationship, i greatly dissatisfied them and they were appaled that i opposed them with the accumilation of what i have been, which lately i have began to understand is the totality of all time, there is nothing outside of the accumilation and yet there is infinity, the perspective of course not knowing this because a fragment cannot be sustained continually so while i am all that is, i am neither one way or the other and yet one way which is a story with a beginning and an end, it does not matter what happens because it gets lost in the tide andyet it does because that is all the perspective of consciesnous is aware of, anyways i am getting tired now but hopefully i have not babbled too much off topic and there is enough written that is worthy of a responce that is in sync or rather a kind of inversion of the questions that can pull back a reasonable responce, by the way i have just finished downloading a copy of vb 2008 express, and perhaps will eventually get back to work on the isaac ai, so if nothing else hopefully we can still correspond in that area if not in other fields of philosophy.
sincerly
The Solomon
thesolomon dot org