These words are the skin of my emotions
Porous and thirsty
For your touch
An exterior to my interior
Inferior but superior
Witness what I am
A paradox
Of dark and light
Good and bad
Rich and poor
Watch me as I take flight...

Demunlady

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The sun shines through my dark mind
But still there is nothing there for you to
Find...
Dead to life
As I've lived to my death
The wind blows cold
Through my heart
But my skin feels hot
Getting dead
From the inside out
This is what my life is about...

Demunlady

Darkness surrounds
Confusion confines
My mind
Please help me find
What was once mine
Looking at my reflection in
The lake
Touching my arm
With it's brilliant charm
Calling to me
Inviting and warm
Caressing my cheek
Fill me up
Inside it will keep
Me

Demunlady

The Rose

New light shines through
Rips new holes in my soul
Ragged
Mind blocks potential
This life is not essential
Who is the culprit
Thow him in the pulpit
God and humans have no
Need as great as mine
Hallow and empty
Devoid of real life
Lack of purpose
Like a rose that blooms
For no one
Having to be content
With itself
No one to take pleasure
In it's scent
Or beauty
But only death...

Wrong Place

Squeeze this apathy
Out of my heart
I want to soak in your love
Reawaken with new breath
And leave behind all of my death
Let me fly into your dreams
Because nothing is as it seems
Take me away from this world
I've outgrown
This place does not support
My ideas
The people here are foreign
To my ways
Sitting here on numbered days
My heart breaks because it doesn't
Fit in...
To feel homeless at home...
Lost and in the wrong place
What do I have to face...
To get out of this place?

D

The War
War rages on inside of me
My heart is loosing this battle
Too weak to carry on as
I prepare for it's death

I wonder why you had to take me to
The battle field
Because now the hunter does
Become the hunted
Death will wallow as you cradle
My hallow body
Left ragged and worn
But the war still rages on
Before you

Demunlady

Down Deep

You keep her
Down in the deep
Her hair caresses your pain;
Eyes; cushions for your
Broken soul
Her hands fight your demons
Her heart on a stake
Sacrificed
Just for you

Her body a flotation device
For your floundering body

Demunlady

Mermaid

Your thoughts bleed into mine
The ones you try to confine
It's time to redefine
Who I am to you
I thought I was the burden
You always wanted to find...
I am something created
Just for you
The gods have blessed you
Granted your wish
Please try to enjoy your dish
Of rare mermaid fish

Demunlady

Hear Me

Love's stain gazes deeply into my eyes
Tightening grip
Hear my cries
Like the eternal abyss
My life has been amiss
Always one step away from what I want
Two steps from never
Three from always
I remain determined
Optimism leads to
Oblivion
Now I'm all alone
Playing my violin
For no one
But the angels
Hear my cries
As I am swallowed
By your lies...

Demunlady

The Cherry Tree

Our love is a cherry tree
It's blossoms can set us free
Bearing the fruit
To sustain our pursuit
Eternal is the love in our hearts
To die and to be reborn
We are now in reform
A common miracle
For the flower always bears the fruit
I am the flower, you are my
Feeding flute
This position embedded deeply
In our disposition
We are here to live and die
Eternally
Each and every blossom
Is a new chance at bliss
Please give me just one more kiss...

Demunlady

Sorrow

woke up this morning
To find myself so far down
I've turned into something...
That is really nothing

I've become someone's burden
Instead of being cherished
I've become tarnished
Unkept
I've grown into a mess
Where are the angels of salvation?
Am I not dead enough to feel the presence of God?
What a dog...
How can they save me from myself?
From a love that only digs
Burrowing deeper... making me cheaper
There is no God...
There is not salvation...
only sorrow
for the 'morrow

Demunlady

The Lake

When I will make you see
Who you are to be...
I will be the crack in your dawn
The sun in your sky
The desire in your thoughts
The meloncholy in your voice
The dark in your days
As the summer plays
On and on

Desire takes your hand
And leads you into the lake
Into the mirror
She will make you look
Your life will read like a book
This portal between life and death
Will suck out your last breath
This magical lake
Stirs up the dirt
Within you
Your life looks murky
Through the eyes of the lake

Demunlady

i really like them. Where do you plan to post them? pick one and tell us about it...where you were....what it means ect.

Hi Robtex well I planned to post them here! hehe... as for the meaning I would prefer people tell me what you think my writing says... although when I write I don't write from my thoughts really, I sort of write automatic - sometimes the words or ideas just come out of no where?? If you would like me to explain any one let me know and I'll try...

Thanks, D